♪♫ I Won't Sell My Soul - Zheani
Wow... its been a month since I last blogged... where did the time go? There were so many times that I planned to blog, but then I didn't. Oops! Anyways, I just got back from my mini vacation. Since one of my jobs is a live-in support worker, I have literally been at work 24/7 for the entire duration of this pandemic. When I'm not at home, I'm at my other work. My boss informed me that they were going to pay for me to stay in a hotel for a couple nights and they were giving me money for my dinners, because I needed a break. My work is so amazing. They are always so understanding! Anyways, I just got back from that mini vacation today, so I'll talk about how it went...
It was awesome! I got to drink lots of sparkling wine, ate french macarons, ate chocolate, ordered lots of food, had two relaxing baths with bath bombs, used a face mask, and watched lots of stuff on Netflix and Shudder! I wish I could have stayed for a couple more nights, but unfortunately I have to go back to work tomorrow. Although I only went to the hotel for the weekend, I also had the week off before that from my other job, so it was a decent break and I definitely feel recharged. Maybe not fully, but enough to get by.
A big thing that has also recently happened is; I came out as pansexual... again. I came out as bisexual back when I was 14. I had a really bad reaction. Then I continued getting... not great reactions over the years. When I moved to a different province, I just stopped telling people. I remained in the closet... till a few days ago. I decided since its pride month, that I wanted to come out and stay out. I want to be myself. So I told everyone. All good reactions so far. Everyone is supportive. I think I've realized, and I have somewhat known this for a long time... I am mostly attracted to women. Like... probably 80% women and 20% men. I don't know how to put myself out there, but I want to focus on dating women and I am so excited about it!
Wow... its been a month since I last blogged... where did the time go? There were so many times that I planned to blog, but then I didn't. Oops! Anyways, I just got back from my mini vacation. Since one of my jobs is a live-in support worker, I have literally been at work 24/7 for the entire duration of this pandemic. When I'm not at home, I'm at my other work. My boss informed me that they were going to pay for me to stay in a hotel for a couple nights and they were giving me money for my dinners, because I needed a break. My work is so amazing. They are always so understanding! Anyways, I just got back from that mini vacation today, so I'll talk about how it went...
It was awesome! I got to drink lots of sparkling wine, ate french macarons, ate chocolate, ordered lots of food, had two relaxing baths with bath bombs, used a face mask, and watched lots of stuff on Netflix and Shudder! I wish I could have stayed for a couple more nights, but unfortunately I have to go back to work tomorrow. Although I only went to the hotel for the weekend, I also had the week off before that from my other job, so it was a decent break and I definitely feel recharged. Maybe not fully, but enough to get by.
A big thing that has also recently happened is; I came out as pansexual... again. I came out as bisexual back when I was 14. I had a really bad reaction. Then I continued getting... not great reactions over the years. When I moved to a different province, I just stopped telling people. I remained in the closet... till a few days ago. I decided since its pride month, that I wanted to come out and stay out. I want to be myself. So I told everyone. All good reactions so far. Everyone is supportive. I think I've realized, and I have somewhat known this for a long time... I am mostly attracted to women. Like... probably 80% women and 20% men. I don't know how to put myself out there, but I want to focus on dating women and I am so excited about it!
Another big thing I want to discuss is Black Lives Matter. I support the movement/protests and have been working hard sharing information with others and donating money. I want to help in any way that I can. I urge everyone to please stand up and do not stick your head in the sand to ignore everything that is happening. We need to stick together!
That is so awesome of your bosses! Good to hear about your mini vacation! :) Sorry, to hear about the reaction you got fourteen years ago, I'm glad it sounds like you had the right reaction this time. I feel like unfortunately things were a lot different back then despite it not being that much time, but fortunately things all changed in a positive way, since their is more education and resources now. I know I am Demisexual and I know that isn't apart of the lgbtqia+ community but a lot of people think it's fake. It's not something I speak a lot about or tell many people, but when I first figured it out that their was a people just saying it's because I didn't have sex yet so how could I know and shit like that. So, while some people still think it's made up, most people have at least heard of it now. The BLM is important and I agree I am supporting the protest also. :)
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