♪♫ The Last Goodbye - Billy Boyd
Its been too long since I wrote a blog. I suppose I'm only writing one now because my birthday was yesterday. My 22nd birthday to be exact. And it feels strangely good. I don't feel old, like I thought I was going to feel. I feel happy and content. Like my life is where it should be. I've accomplished a lot in the past year. My mental health has improved a significant amount. I no longer take most of the pills that I used to take. I got myself a job. Not an actual job. But it gives me something to do. It makes me feel useful. I've also matured a lot. I no longer want to party like an irresponsible teenager. I get tired early. I drink tea all the time. I enjoy relaxing and watching movies or reading. I think about my future a lot. I'm very happy with how far I've come. ^_^
I couldn't have asked for a more perfect birthday. Everything happened the way I wanted it to. I got my favorite dessert; red velvet cheesecake. I got to cuddle with Dexter and Matt. I received awesome presents; a Doctor Who travel mug, a Hobbit door necklace, a Twin Peaks high school sweatshirt, a red sweater, Hermione's Yule Ball earrings, plaid pajama pants, black/white leggings, five pairs of fuzzy socks, and Aragorn's ring. I got birthday tweets from Mädchen Amick (she played Shelly Johnson on Twin Peaks) and Will Friedle (he played Eric Matthews on Boy Meets World). I got to eat my favorite meal ever; chili with Tostitos (thanks to Matt's dad). I got all dressed up (and felt super pretty!). I went to see The Hobbit: The Battle of The Five Armies with Kara and BJ. And I drank lots of beer to end my night. :D
The only thing I want to elaborate on, is; The Battle of The Five Armies was so beautiful and emotional. I don't think that they could have ended it better. It was perfect. However, I'm very sad. Beyond sad, actually. The Hobbit was one of the first books I ever read as a kid. The Lord of The Rings was read to me before bed for a good portion of time when I was nine. I also read the first two books myself when I was a bit older. And the movies...well, I fell in love instantly. My grandmother sent me the DVDs when I was around eleven, and I watched them all everyday. All three movies. I literally can recite every single word if I sat down and focused. I could re-enact all the movies. I can say with confidence that I've seen the Lord of The Rings trilogy more than a few hundred times. Maybe even close to a thousand. Its been a part of my life alongside Harry Potter (although I did read Harry Potter a little bit before discovering The Hobbit). What will I do with my sad nerd life now? :'(
On a much happier note; I don't have a severe hangover today! Probably because I drank a ton of water before bed last night. I usually just have one large glass, but I had like five last night. I think I was determined not to feel like death today, haha. Anyways, I've been watching the first two Hobbit movies over and over again since this morning. I've enjoyed my relaxation...but I want to clean and organize my bedroom soon. I already cleaned up my DVD/Blu-ray shelf the other day. I had to make room for all the new ones that I ordered on Ebay and Amazon...including the Lord of The Rings extended Blu-ray set! I luckily ordered it on a day when it was on sale for $27! What a fucking amazing deal! :3
That is all for now. I'll try to write another blog again soon. I need to keep up with it! I'm so slack...ugh. :P
Its been too long since I wrote a blog. I suppose I'm only writing one now because my birthday was yesterday. My 22nd birthday to be exact. And it feels strangely good. I don't feel old, like I thought I was going to feel. I feel happy and content. Like my life is where it should be. I've accomplished a lot in the past year. My mental health has improved a significant amount. I no longer take most of the pills that I used to take. I got myself a job. Not an actual job. But it gives me something to do. It makes me feel useful. I've also matured a lot. I no longer want to party like an irresponsible teenager. I get tired early. I drink tea all the time. I enjoy relaxing and watching movies or reading. I think about my future a lot. I'm very happy with how far I've come. ^_^
I couldn't have asked for a more perfect birthday. Everything happened the way I wanted it to. I got my favorite dessert; red velvet cheesecake. I got to cuddle with Dexter and Matt. I received awesome presents; a Doctor Who travel mug, a Hobbit door necklace, a Twin Peaks high school sweatshirt, a red sweater, Hermione's Yule Ball earrings, plaid pajama pants, black/white leggings, five pairs of fuzzy socks, and Aragorn's ring. I got birthday tweets from Mädchen Amick (she played Shelly Johnson on Twin Peaks) and Will Friedle (he played Eric Matthews on Boy Meets World). I got to eat my favorite meal ever; chili with Tostitos (thanks to Matt's dad). I got all dressed up (and felt super pretty!). I went to see The Hobbit: The Battle of The Five Armies with Kara and BJ. And I drank lots of beer to end my night. :D
The only thing I want to elaborate on, is; The Battle of The Five Armies was so beautiful and emotional. I don't think that they could have ended it better. It was perfect. However, I'm very sad. Beyond sad, actually. The Hobbit was one of the first books I ever read as a kid. The Lord of The Rings was read to me before bed for a good portion of time when I was nine. I also read the first two books myself when I was a bit older. And the movies...well, I fell in love instantly. My grandmother sent me the DVDs when I was around eleven, and I watched them all everyday. All three movies. I literally can recite every single word if I sat down and focused. I could re-enact all the movies. I can say with confidence that I've seen the Lord of The Rings trilogy more than a few hundred times. Maybe even close to a thousand. Its been a part of my life alongside Harry Potter (although I did read Harry Potter a little bit before discovering The Hobbit). What will I do with my sad nerd life now? :'(
On a much happier note; I don't have a severe hangover today! Probably because I drank a ton of water before bed last night. I usually just have one large glass, but I had like five last night. I think I was determined not to feel like death today, haha. Anyways, I've been watching the first two Hobbit movies over and over again since this morning. I've enjoyed my relaxation...but I want to clean and organize my bedroom soon. I already cleaned up my DVD/Blu-ray shelf the other day. I had to make room for all the new ones that I ordered on Ebay and Amazon...including the Lord of The Rings extended Blu-ray set! I luckily ordered it on a day when it was on sale for $27! What a fucking amazing deal! :3
That is all for now. I'll try to write another blog again soon. I need to keep up with it! I'm so slack...ugh. :P
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