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I got kicked out of my house on Sunday. All because I confronted my mother about abusing me...again. But it turned into an awful fight. Fucking horrid cunt. So I was gonna go to the women's shelter, but Garnet insisted that I stay with him for the night. So he sent a taxi for me. And Matt came along for support. We chilled at Garnet's work (got free pizza & pop!) until he got off at 1:00 am. Then Matt went home and I went to Garnet's. It was a scary night. My anxiety level was way up. Garnet and I stayed up late, smoked, talked and watched Doctor Who.
When I woke up on Monday, no one was there. So I used his house phone and called my grandmother to tell her what was happening. Then I made a couple more phone calls. And finally I texted Matt. He agreed to pay for me to get a taxi to his house (so that I could figure out what my next step was gonna be...). After being there for a little bit, his parents ended up telling me that I could stay for as long as I want! And his mum drove us down to a store; so that Matt could buy a phone card for me to be able to make long distance calls to my grandmother! :3
In the evening, I finally got a hold of my mother. She told me that I could pick up a few things. So I got a drive from Matt's mom, and both her and Matt waited for me outside. My mum was nice at first, then she quickly changed and became viciously angry. She kept screaming at me to get the hell out and never come back. She took my keys, threw my bags and shoes into the hallway and threatened to call the police. I was crying so hard. I was so scared. And I hadn't even gotten everything I came there for. Ugh. :'(
When I got back to Matt's house, his mum hugged me and told me that I was part of their family now. I felt so loved and accepted. I continued crying, but it turned into happy tears. I feel so blessed. She told me that I could sleep in Matt's bed with him. Since we are both adults, she doesn't care what we do. How cool, eh? It was really lovely to cuddle with him all night. :3
Today I woke up super early and had a long shower. No one was home, so I chilled on the couch and watched TV. I eventually got really hungry and ordered KFC. But they don't accept debit, so I had to run to the store for cash. And I ended up buying a Powerade too. Typical me, LOL. The KFC was a lovely treat. Especially after the hell I went through. And my dear Matt came home with Turtles and a phone card for me. What a sweetheart! After that, we got ready quickly. Then he walked me to my appointment with my therapist. (which went well).
After the appointment with my therapist, we went to the post office. Apparently there was a package there for me. And while I was waiting in line; some crazy old lady kept commenting on my blue hair and lip ring. She said I was too pretty to ruin my hair and face. Fucking hell. I hate those types of people. I can do whatever I want with my hair and face! Ugh. Anyways, the package turned out to be the Twin Peaks cushion that I ordered! Its so perfect! I love it! I also picked up a few things that I needed at the drug store. :P
We caught a bus to the mall after that, and spent a while looking around in stores. And eventually Walmart, where I bought Matt a new bed set (two pillows, two sheet sets, a comforter & a queen size fleece blanket), because his old one was awful. His pillows had no covers, they were paper thin and brown with rings. His comforter was torn and frayed. He had no bed sheets. It was so uncomfortable. I'm so glad its better now! Anyways, I also bought three new pairs of jeans (which I desperately needed), and fleece zebra print pajamas. Oh plus a black and white chevron cup at a random clothing store in the mall. Can you guess? Yes...Twin Peaks inspired. Perfect for tea on the go! :)
Matt's parents made us breakfast for dinner, which was delicious! Other than that, nothing else interesting has occurred. I'm just gonna relax and try to think positively. This whole situation is fucked up, but I'm sure things will get better. ^_^
I got kicked out of my house on Sunday. All because I confronted my mother about abusing me...again. But it turned into an awful fight. Fucking horrid cunt. So I was gonna go to the women's shelter, but Garnet insisted that I stay with him for the night. So he sent a taxi for me. And Matt came along for support. We chilled at Garnet's work (got free pizza & pop!) until he got off at 1:00 am. Then Matt went home and I went to Garnet's. It was a scary night. My anxiety level was way up. Garnet and I stayed up late, smoked, talked and watched Doctor Who.
When I woke up on Monday, no one was there. So I used his house phone and called my grandmother to tell her what was happening. Then I made a couple more phone calls. And finally I texted Matt. He agreed to pay for me to get a taxi to his house (so that I could figure out what my next step was gonna be...). After being there for a little bit, his parents ended up telling me that I could stay for as long as I want! And his mum drove us down to a store; so that Matt could buy a phone card for me to be able to make long distance calls to my grandmother! :3
In the evening, I finally got a hold of my mother. She told me that I could pick up a few things. So I got a drive from Matt's mom, and both her and Matt waited for me outside. My mum was nice at first, then she quickly changed and became viciously angry. She kept screaming at me to get the hell out and never come back. She took my keys, threw my bags and shoes into the hallway and threatened to call the police. I was crying so hard. I was so scared. And I hadn't even gotten everything I came there for. Ugh. :'(
When I got back to Matt's house, his mum hugged me and told me that I was part of their family now. I felt so loved and accepted. I continued crying, but it turned into happy tears. I feel so blessed. She told me that I could sleep in Matt's bed with him. Since we are both adults, she doesn't care what we do. How cool, eh? It was really lovely to cuddle with him all night. :3
Today I woke up super early and had a long shower. No one was home, so I chilled on the couch and watched TV. I eventually got really hungry and ordered KFC. But they don't accept debit, so I had to run to the store for cash. And I ended up buying a Powerade too. Typical me, LOL. The KFC was a lovely treat. Especially after the hell I went through. And my dear Matt came home with Turtles and a phone card for me. What a sweetheart! After that, we got ready quickly. Then he walked me to my appointment with my therapist. (which went well).
After the appointment with my therapist, we went to the post office. Apparently there was a package there for me. And while I was waiting in line; some crazy old lady kept commenting on my blue hair and lip ring. She said I was too pretty to ruin my hair and face. Fucking hell. I hate those types of people. I can do whatever I want with my hair and face! Ugh. Anyways, the package turned out to be the Twin Peaks cushion that I ordered! Its so perfect! I love it! I also picked up a few things that I needed at the drug store. :P
We caught a bus to the mall after that, and spent a while looking around in stores. And eventually Walmart, where I bought Matt a new bed set (two pillows, two sheet sets, a comforter & a queen size fleece blanket), because his old one was awful. His pillows had no covers, they were paper thin and brown with rings. His comforter was torn and frayed. He had no bed sheets. It was so uncomfortable. I'm so glad its better now! Anyways, I also bought three new pairs of jeans (which I desperately needed), and fleece zebra print pajamas. Oh plus a black and white chevron cup at a random clothing store in the mall. Can you guess? Yes...Twin Peaks inspired. Perfect for tea on the go! :)
Matt's parents made us breakfast for dinner, which was delicious! Other than that, nothing else interesting has occurred. I'm just gonna relax and try to think positively. This whole situation is fucked up, but I'm sure things will get better. ^_^
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