Saturday, December 14, 2013

i guess it's all in my heart

♪♫ Dancing Days - Led Zeppelin

Things have been getting better. I'll start with Wednesday; I woke up around noon, showered, chilled on the couch, watched TV and waited for Matt to come home from work. He brought me apple juice and Tylenol...since I'm going through my "lady issues". Then we began cleaning his room. And that took almost all day. And we still didn't finish! But most of it is done, and its looking great so far! I also vacuumed the house, which caused me to be late for visiting my mother. Which I was quite nervous about. I didn't want a repeat of the last visit... -_-

It ended up being okay. She gave me the mail that had arrived for me. Including three packages! One was from my grandmother, but I'm not gonna bother listing off everything. I'm too lazy, LOL. The second one was the Blade Runner comic that I ordered. And the third was the Alice and Mad Hatter plush dolls that I ordered. Wooo! I also got some cards from family with money and gift cards for my birthday and Christmas. How lovely! Anyways, I got to get more things while I was at my mother's; my hair straightener, my makeup, my Xbox 360, etc. And I took advantage of the internet too. I began downloading some stuff for Matt and his parents. But I didn't have enough time to let them finish. Matt's mom picked me up in the late evening, and we went back home. I ended my night by watching Bates Motel and cuddling with Matt. And guess what!? He officially asked me out! We're dating now! I'm so happy! :)



I cleaned all day on Thursday. Its like therapy for me. It calms my OCD and makes me feel like I have something productive to do. I didn't quite get to finish though. Matt and I had to meet Kara in the evening. We met her at Pepper's (a bar), where we drank beer and ate three pounds of chicken wings. Plus there was live music and hilarious conversations. At the end of the night we stopped by Subway so that Kara could get food before heading off in a taxi. Then we walked home. It was a great night! :D

Yesterday I cleaned all day again. I got Matt's mom to pick up some beer for me (for my birthday). But the day turned kinda bad...I found out that my disability and insurance is being cut off because I don't live with my mother anymore. Which makes no fucking sense. But my case manager told me that I could get welfare if Matt and I applied together. Fingers crossed! But Matt wasn't so happy about it. He feels like everything is his fault. He was quite upset. So he fell asleep on the couch while watching a movie. I just continued to clean to get my mind off of my stress. Then made my own dinner, watched TV, showered and went to bed.

Today I cleaned a bit and went to my mum's for a while. I downloaded a ton of stuff and had dinner. She is acting strangely nice. But still doesn't want me to move back in...huh. Anyways, I brought some more stuff back to Matt's. Or home, I should say. But first I stopped at the store for a bit of munchies. Yum! We unpacked my stuff when we got home. I gave Matt a men's jean jacket that I bought for myself years ago, but never wore. It fits him perfectly! I also gave him one of my extra Led Zeppelin posters. His walls looked quite bare. :P

His mum left red gel icing and tacs on the table for me (I asked her to buy them earlier in the day). So we put the poster up. Looks awesome! And I had the bright idea to rearrange all the furniture in his room. Which didn't go well. We had to put duct tape on the back of his shelf because it collapsed when we moved it. But everything looks great now! But he was quite grouchy from all the cleaning...and that caused me to feel a little depressed. I hate when my OCD affects people. :/

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