♪♫ Summer Wine - Lana Del Rey
You know what is dangerous? Being depressed and having a lot of money. I'll explain what happened a little better; I went to the mall yesterday with my mum, because she wanted to cheer me up. We checked out the newly opened Target (it was alright), and a few more stores in the mall. I tried on some expensive dresses that I couldn't afford. Just to put a smile on my face. And it did. I felt so beautiful. And before leaving, I ended up buying all six Leprechaun movies in a set for $20. Awesome! I don't know why I love those movies so much. They're so cheesy. ;D
We went to Walmart afterwards. My mum had a list of things she needed to buy. And I remembered that I had my debit card and a lot of money in my savings account. So I spent over $200 on; Supernatural season eight, the complete series of That '70s Show, the complete series of Friends, a zebra print pillow sham, candy cane kisses and Bentley's birthday/Christmas present. And my mum was feeling a little generous. She bought me zebra print slippers, winter boots, a mini pumpkin pie and whipped cream. Yum! ^_^
My mum went out again not long after we got home. She told me she was going to buy me pumpkin spiced bread and a jackknife to protect myself. She came back with no pumpkin spiced bread (damn you Starbucks for always running out of it!), and a tiny jackknife. It looks like it can barely do any damage at all. And its hard to open. My mum says she is gonna buy a bigger one with a button, so that the blade will swing open in a split second. Its a much better option for protecting myself.
I mostly spent the rest of the day feeling depressed in bed, and watching Friends. But I also did something stupid; I spent over $200 shopping online (for my birthday/Christmas presents - since my family doesn't celebrate holidays anymore). I purchased so many things that I've wanted for a long time. And I figured out that I'll be able to pay myself back for most of the money I spent. It'll be a tight squeeze, but I can do it. I'll only be $100 in debt to myself. No big deal. If I really need money, I could just sell a few things, do some work for my mum, babysit someone's kid, etc. Anyways, I'm not gonna list everything I ordered. Its a lot of things. And I paid for some of them with an eCheck, so I'm not entirely certain if I'll be getting them. The sellers haven't messaged me yet. I'm really hoping they accept it! And I hope that nothing gets lost in the mail. Especially the two most expensive items I ordered (both cost around $70).
I had to pry myself away from the computer before I spent my entire savings. Then I worked out a budget to be able to pay myself back. I had already done it in my head, but I like to have things written down (because of my bad memory). On a completely unrelated topic; Kara called me. She felt so bad about the breakup. And I didn't even have to say anything. She knew I wanted him back. Best friend intuition!? I told her I would tell them, she said she would call me back, then I got off the phone. And I didn't tell him. I was too scared. :(
She didn't call me back. Apparently she fell asleep early. So I just spent the rest of my evening depressed in bed, watching Friends once again. I kept thinking about BJ. I even texted him, but he didn't reply. So I cleaned my room, downloaded the new episodes of Supernatural and American Horror Story: Coven, watched them, then fell asleep. Dreadful night, even though I got to do things I enjoy. :'(
Today I ordered a couple more items online, then paid for everything! And I had a small fight with BJ. He was being a douche. Then he texted me back later and apologized. He told me that he loves me and he feels bad. I miss him so much. I used to think of other guys when I was with him, now I can only think about him. Even though it made me feel good to hear what he said, the depression hasn't gone away. I'm still in bed, and watching Friends of course. I only get up for food and to use the bathroom. And now I'm listening to sad love songs from the '80s. I feel like this is gonna lead to me crying over a bucket of ice cream as I watch Breakfast at Tiffany's. D:
You know what is dangerous? Being depressed and having a lot of money. I'll explain what happened a little better; I went to the mall yesterday with my mum, because she wanted to cheer me up. We checked out the newly opened Target (it was alright), and a few more stores in the mall. I tried on some expensive dresses that I couldn't afford. Just to put a smile on my face. And it did. I felt so beautiful. And before leaving, I ended up buying all six Leprechaun movies in a set for $20. Awesome! I don't know why I love those movies so much. They're so cheesy. ;D
We went to Walmart afterwards. My mum had a list of things she needed to buy. And I remembered that I had my debit card and a lot of money in my savings account. So I spent over $200 on; Supernatural season eight, the complete series of That '70s Show, the complete series of Friends, a zebra print pillow sham, candy cane kisses and Bentley's birthday/Christmas present. And my mum was feeling a little generous. She bought me zebra print slippers, winter boots, a mini pumpkin pie and whipped cream. Yum! ^_^
My mum went out again not long after we got home. She told me she was going to buy me pumpkin spiced bread and a jackknife to protect myself. She came back with no pumpkin spiced bread (damn you Starbucks for always running out of it!), and a tiny jackknife. It looks like it can barely do any damage at all. And its hard to open. My mum says she is gonna buy a bigger one with a button, so that the blade will swing open in a split second. Its a much better option for protecting myself.
I mostly spent the rest of the day feeling depressed in bed, and watching Friends. But I also did something stupid; I spent over $200 shopping online (for my birthday/Christmas presents - since my family doesn't celebrate holidays anymore). I purchased so many things that I've wanted for a long time. And I figured out that I'll be able to pay myself back for most of the money I spent. It'll be a tight squeeze, but I can do it. I'll only be $100 in debt to myself. No big deal. If I really need money, I could just sell a few things, do some work for my mum, babysit someone's kid, etc. Anyways, I'm not gonna list everything I ordered. Its a lot of things. And I paid for some of them with an eCheck, so I'm not entirely certain if I'll be getting them. The sellers haven't messaged me yet. I'm really hoping they accept it! And I hope that nothing gets lost in the mail. Especially the two most expensive items I ordered (both cost around $70).
I had to pry myself away from the computer before I spent my entire savings. Then I worked out a budget to be able to pay myself back. I had already done it in my head, but I like to have things written down (because of my bad memory). On a completely unrelated topic; Kara called me. She felt so bad about the breakup. And I didn't even have to say anything. She knew I wanted him back. Best friend intuition!? I told her I would tell them, she said she would call me back, then I got off the phone. And I didn't tell him. I was too scared. :(
She didn't call me back. Apparently she fell asleep early. So I just spent the rest of my evening depressed in bed, watching Friends once again. I kept thinking about BJ. I even texted him, but he didn't reply. So I cleaned my room, downloaded the new episodes of Supernatural and American Horror Story: Coven, watched them, then fell asleep. Dreadful night, even though I got to do things I enjoy. :'(
Today I ordered a couple more items online, then paid for everything! And I had a small fight with BJ. He was being a douche. Then he texted me back later and apologized. He told me that he loves me and he feels bad. I miss him so much. I used to think of other guys when I was with him, now I can only think about him. Even though it made me feel good to hear what he said, the depression hasn't gone away. I'm still in bed, and watching Friends of course. I only get up for food and to use the bathroom. And now I'm listening to sad love songs from the '80s. I feel like this is gonna lead to me crying over a bucket of ice cream as I watch Breakfast at Tiffany's. D:
Wow you've scored! the dresses are beautiful, it's a shame they were so expensive. And the Alice in Wonderland dolls are so adorable!!! Sorry to hear about your break up, I hope things start to look up soon. It can be horrible so I'm so sorry you have to go through that.
ReplyDeletep.s I'd love to link exchange. Have added you to my blogroll :)
Those dress looks gorj on you. And oh, nice new pieces for you. I'm sure you're one happy gal now.
ReplyDeleteThose dresses are gorgeous, and they look great on you, too! :D
ReplyDeleteI love doing the same thing, going to a store and trying on clothes even if I don't buy them... actually makes me feel pretty good, I'm happy it made you feel beautiful too ^_^
The Leprechaun movies are total classics, omg, I love them no matter how cheesy they are. You totally scored with the amount of the movies for only $20. I wish I could find a deal like that!
Those dresses flatter your body in ways you cant even imagine! They are so fucking beautiful!! I honestly wish I had your hourglass figure. JELLINNNNN.
ReplyDeleteThe good thing about you and BJ is that you are absolutely wonderful as best friends, you just weren't meant to be together right now. Maybe later on, when you two figure out exactly what you want with each other you'll be able to make it work. Only time will tell you! <3
I hope you and BJ will somehow get to work things so that you don't need to be so depressed hun :)
ReplyDeleteThe dresses are Gorgeous and I WISH i would be able to pull off wearing dresses like that but sadly I can't which is why I'm always in leggings hehe.
Jealous much of all the shopping you've been doing! Pamper yourself have fun haha.
BTW would you like to be affies?