♪♫ Carmen - Lana Del Rey
I slacked off again and now I have to write a super long blog. Ahhh. Alright, lets start with Thursday. I paid for my stuff on Ebay not long after I woke up. I was hoping to have at least $2.50 left (to buy a purple phone case), but I only have $1.40 left. Oh well. I think I'm gonna add another $20 to my PayPal soon. Not entirely sure though. I need to make sure I get everything I need first. If I do have the extra $20, I'm gonna buy Psycho II, Psycho III and Psycho IV (triple feature) on DVD. Its on my Christmas wishlist. Wooo! :)
Later in the evening, I had a wifey date with Kara. I met up with her and while we were on our way to the beach, we were discussing how Gen is missing (a local girl who I've met a few times) and how Kara doesn't like her older brother Mike (who I'm friends with). Then we ran into Mike, who was with a group of people that were all searching for Gen. It was so awkward. I feel bad, because I'm friends with Mike. Plus Gen is a sweetheart and I really hope she is found soon!
We finally made it down to the beach and we began to build a fire. It was our first time doing it (the guys usually do it), and we did a great job! It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be and we kept it going for over three hours! Anyways, we had girl talk, drank coolers, got stoned (I had no anxiety!), roasted marshmallows, ate chips and listened to nostalgic music (Rob Zombie, Coldplay, Rob Thomas, etc). And the sky was clear and we could see all the stars. It was so relaxing and peaceful. We're doing it again this week as far as I know. The weather is getting cold, so we don't have much time left!
BJ showed up a little bit before we decided to leave. I felt bad, because he wanted to enjoy the bonfire with us, but Kara had to go home. So we put the fire out, gathered our things and walked Kara home. BJ waited with me until my bus arrived, then I headed home. I had to buy a poutine at the pizza place around the corner from my house, because I had no groceries. Then I just spent the rest of evening relaxing.
I woke up on Friday to my mother telling me that she found a dead baby mouse. She was holding it and wanted to show me, but those types of things really upset me, so I turned away and told her to leave. Apparently it was poisoned by my landlord, accidentally stepped on by my step dad and mother, and chewed by my cat. Poor little guy. It breaks my heart when small defenseless animals are injured or killed. :(
I went back to sleep, then woke up later and spoke with quite a few people on Facebook. There is a pretty big panic about Gen right now. I spoke with Mike (her brother), and he is pretty torn up (completely understandable). I would join one of the search parties, but my anxiety is bad. Ugh. I also quickly got ready, because BJ showed up before I expected him to. We went to the pizza place around the corner from my house for dinner. We ended up discussing Gen and how upsetting the situation is. Especially seeing her missing posters everywhere. Its gotten so much more serious than we thought. :(
I had to borrow $20 from my savings account, so we went to the bank to get the money, then went to the bus stop. We ended up running into Colin and Logan. We made plans with Colin to drink at his place, which I really hope happens. I haven't partied with him in a while. Logan wasn't as talkative. But it was nice to see them. Anyways, BJ and I caught the bus heading north to do some shopping.
We went to Shopper's and the dollar store. BJ got me a discount at Shopper's (because he works there). I got things I needed and things I wanted. Yay! We ran into Garnet on our way to the pawn shop. We had a smoke with him and talked about hanging out soon. So weird that I rarely see him anymore. We used to be best friends. But he works so much, so it makes sense. Anyways, there wasn't anything interesting in the pawn shop, so we headed to the grocery store. I put my prescription in (for the penicillin - which is for the gum infection I have that was caused by my wisdom teeth coming in), then he helped me with my grocery shopping...which was really frustrating. We were adding everything up on a calculator and I went way over my budget. Ugh. I got my prescription and paid for my food. I was $110, which is approximately $30 over budget. So I only have $30 left for my next grocery order. But it makes sense. I did buy things that I don't normally buy; Pumpkin pie, whipped cream, cake mix, icing, Tostitos, and all the ingredients for chip dip (cream cheese, salsa, ground beef & marble cheese). By the middle of the month I'm gonna need; more bananas, Halloween candy, sprinkles, milk and pizza pockets. :3
BJ was lovely and helped me carry everything to my house. I put it all away, and he had to head home by the time I was finished. I was kinda sad because we didn't really get to spend a whole lot of time together. But he had to work the next day, so its understandable. I just feel like I'm missing him a lot lately because he is either at school, at work or studying/doing homework. Its a little frustrating. Anyways, I ended my night by tidying up my room and re-doing my budget. I've been doing a good job of keeping up with the cleanliness of my room. I'm proud. I also put my phone next to my bed so that I'll hear it ringing when I'm sleeping (I'm expecting a lot of important phone calls). Plus I got some cute pictures of myself. :D
Oh and my mom yelled out "wanna see my impression of a potato!?" from the living room and when I went to see, she was making a funny face and I couldn't stop laughing. What a weirdo. But then she showed me pictures of the dead baby mouse and I was sad. I feel like he deserves a little funeral. :(
I wasn't thrilled at all about waking up at 8:00 am this morning to start my penicillin (I have to take it every 8 hours - 8:00 am, 4:00 pm & 12:00 am). But I fell asleep right afterwards. And no side effects! Yay! I made chip dip a little while after I woke up. I struggled at first, because I don't know how to cook ground beef (I'm cooking impaired - its pretty bad), but my friend helped me out. The dip turned out perfect! Its so delicious! But wow...it was really filling. I only ate a quarter of it. And luckily Halloweentown was on TV (so much nostalgia), so I got to watch it while piggin' out on Tostitos and my homemade dip. ^_^
I was supposed to go to a party earlier, but everything got fucked up. Since a few women have went missing and turned up in the harbour, I've been avoiding going outside alone. So I couldn't go to the bus stop to get there. They're having the party without me and I'm pissed. The fact I'm having PMS doesn't help either. It caused me to have a panic attack and my anger has spiralled out of control. I wish I was better at managing it. Stupid mental issues. :(
My mom came home a little while ago and told me that she seen another mouse in our house. So I guess we have a mouse problem now. I'm not really bothered by it. I think they're cute. But they do carry diseases, so they have to be poisoned. I'm gonna try not to think about it, because it makes me sad. Anyways, I'm going to bed soon. My night has been shitty. I'm depressed, angry and I don't feel like doing anything whatsoever. -_-
I slacked off again and now I have to write a super long blog. Ahhh. Alright, lets start with Thursday. I paid for my stuff on Ebay not long after I woke up. I was hoping to have at least $2.50 left (to buy a purple phone case), but I only have $1.40 left. Oh well. I think I'm gonna add another $20 to my PayPal soon. Not entirely sure though. I need to make sure I get everything I need first. If I do have the extra $20, I'm gonna buy Psycho II, Psycho III and Psycho IV (triple feature) on DVD. Its on my Christmas wishlist. Wooo! :)
Later in the evening, I had a wifey date with Kara. I met up with her and while we were on our way to the beach, we were discussing how Gen is missing (a local girl who I've met a few times) and how Kara doesn't like her older brother Mike (who I'm friends with). Then we ran into Mike, who was with a group of people that were all searching for Gen. It was so awkward. I feel bad, because I'm friends with Mike. Plus Gen is a sweetheart and I really hope she is found soon!
We finally made it down to the beach and we began to build a fire. It was our first time doing it (the guys usually do it), and we did a great job! It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be and we kept it going for over three hours! Anyways, we had girl talk, drank coolers, got stoned (I had no anxiety!), roasted marshmallows, ate chips and listened to nostalgic music (Rob Zombie, Coldplay, Rob Thomas, etc). And the sky was clear and we could see all the stars. It was so relaxing and peaceful. We're doing it again this week as far as I know. The weather is getting cold, so we don't have much time left!
BJ showed up a little bit before we decided to leave. I felt bad, because he wanted to enjoy the bonfire with us, but Kara had to go home. So we put the fire out, gathered our things and walked Kara home. BJ waited with me until my bus arrived, then I headed home. I had to buy a poutine at the pizza place around the corner from my house, because I had no groceries. Then I just spent the rest of evening relaxing.
I woke up on Friday to my mother telling me that she found a dead baby mouse. She was holding it and wanted to show me, but those types of things really upset me, so I turned away and told her to leave. Apparently it was poisoned by my landlord, accidentally stepped on by my step dad and mother, and chewed by my cat. Poor little guy. It breaks my heart when small defenseless animals are injured or killed. :(
I went back to sleep, then woke up later and spoke with quite a few people on Facebook. There is a pretty big panic about Gen right now. I spoke with Mike (her brother), and he is pretty torn up (completely understandable). I would join one of the search parties, but my anxiety is bad. Ugh. I also quickly got ready, because BJ showed up before I expected him to. We went to the pizza place around the corner from my house for dinner. We ended up discussing Gen and how upsetting the situation is. Especially seeing her missing posters everywhere. Its gotten so much more serious than we thought. :(
I had to borrow $20 from my savings account, so we went to the bank to get the money, then went to the bus stop. We ended up running into Colin and Logan. We made plans with Colin to drink at his place, which I really hope happens. I haven't partied with him in a while. Logan wasn't as talkative. But it was nice to see them. Anyways, BJ and I caught the bus heading north to do some shopping.
We went to Shopper's and the dollar store. BJ got me a discount at Shopper's (because he works there). I got things I needed and things I wanted. Yay! We ran into Garnet on our way to the pawn shop. We had a smoke with him and talked about hanging out soon. So weird that I rarely see him anymore. We used to be best friends. But he works so much, so it makes sense. Anyways, there wasn't anything interesting in the pawn shop, so we headed to the grocery store. I put my prescription in (for the penicillin - which is for the gum infection I have that was caused by my wisdom teeth coming in), then he helped me with my grocery shopping...which was really frustrating. We were adding everything up on a calculator and I went way over my budget. Ugh. I got my prescription and paid for my food. I was $110, which is approximately $30 over budget. So I only have $30 left for my next grocery order. But it makes sense. I did buy things that I don't normally buy; Pumpkin pie, whipped cream, cake mix, icing, Tostitos, and all the ingredients for chip dip (cream cheese, salsa, ground beef & marble cheese). By the middle of the month I'm gonna need; more bananas, Halloween candy, sprinkles, milk and pizza pockets. :3
BJ was lovely and helped me carry everything to my house. I put it all away, and he had to head home by the time I was finished. I was kinda sad because we didn't really get to spend a whole lot of time together. But he had to work the next day, so its understandable. I just feel like I'm missing him a lot lately because he is either at school, at work or studying/doing homework. Its a little frustrating. Anyways, I ended my night by tidying up my room and re-doing my budget. I've been doing a good job of keeping up with the cleanliness of my room. I'm proud. I also put my phone next to my bed so that I'll hear it ringing when I'm sleeping (I'm expecting a lot of important phone calls). Plus I got some cute pictures of myself. :D
Oh and my mom yelled out "wanna see my impression of a potato!?" from the living room and when I went to see, she was making a funny face and I couldn't stop laughing. What a weirdo. But then she showed me pictures of the dead baby mouse and I was sad. I feel like he deserves a little funeral. :(
I wasn't thrilled at all about waking up at 8:00 am this morning to start my penicillin (I have to take it every 8 hours - 8:00 am, 4:00 pm & 12:00 am). But I fell asleep right afterwards. And no side effects! Yay! I made chip dip a little while after I woke up. I struggled at first, because I don't know how to cook ground beef (I'm cooking impaired - its pretty bad), but my friend helped me out. The dip turned out perfect! Its so delicious! But wow...it was really filling. I only ate a quarter of it. And luckily Halloweentown was on TV (so much nostalgia), so I got to watch it while piggin' out on Tostitos and my homemade dip. ^_^
I was supposed to go to a party earlier, but everything got fucked up. Since a few women have went missing and turned up in the harbour, I've been avoiding going outside alone. So I couldn't go to the bus stop to get there. They're having the party without me and I'm pissed. The fact I'm having PMS doesn't help either. It caused me to have a panic attack and my anger has spiralled out of control. I wish I was better at managing it. Stupid mental issues. :(
My mom came home a little while ago and told me that she seen another mouse in our house. So I guess we have a mouse problem now. I'm not really bothered by it. I think they're cute. But they do carry diseases, so they have to be poisoned. I'm gonna try not to think about it, because it makes me sad. Anyways, I'm going to bed soon. My night has been shitty. I'm depressed, angry and I don't feel like doing anything whatsoever. -_-
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