♪♫ Burning Desire - Lana Del Rey
Before I start this blog; I had weird dream on Saturday night. It was about one of my good friends. I had a dream that he got me pregnant from a one night stand and I had twins; two girls. It was the middle of winter and I gave birth on an escalator. I'm not sure what it means, but when I seen him recently...I realized that I have feelings for him. Not very strong ones, but its making things awkward now. :/
Yesterday started out pretty shitty, but it ended pretty great. My depression from the night before was still lingering, and I ended up having a fight with my mother not long after I woke up. She told me that I can't take my TV with me when I move out (even though it was a present - but she denies it). She just wants it for herself, which is selfish. Its my TV and I'm not giving it up. She has her own TV anyways, I'm not even sure why she wants it. Its like she is trying to sabotage everything for me. Ugh. It made me feel even more depressed. I actually found myself laying on my bed and staring into my radiator. I had a Henry Spencer moment. :P
I decided that I really needed to get out of the house, so I made plans with my friend Matt. I spent a couple hours getting ready (my hair looks green now!), then we met up, went to the store (got cigarettes, pop & munchies), and headed to one of our old hangouts near the bridge. It was peaceful and relaxing. Just like the bonfire I had with Kara on Thursday. We talked about a lot of random stuff and listened to music for hours. It was awesome. But it started getting really cold, so we slowly made our way back uptown. Since we both live on the same street (& he is a gentleman), he walked me home. I spent my night eating more Tostitos + homemade dip and pumpkin pie + whipped cream, and watching TV. :3
Today was pretty great. Unfortunately my "lady issues" started, but I didn't let that stop me from having a good time. BJ showed up and I gave him the rest of my dip. I just ate some more pumpkin pie. We watched They Live and ThanksKilling. They Live was great. One of my favorite science fiction films now. ThanksKilling was so awful that it was hilarious. We were in pain from laughing so hard. Its definitely worth a watch. xD
He caught the last bus home, then my mom came home from work a little while later. She brought me a package from the mailbox, which turned out to be the Wild at Heart DVD that I ordered from Ebay. Its in perfect condition and works perfectly! I'm so happy! Its the beginning of my David Lynch DVD collection (I plan on owning all his movies by the new year). Anyways, she wanted to try playing Grand Theft Auto IV (& she has pretty much no experience with playing video games). It was so funny. There is a video on Instagram if you're interested. So yeah...that's about it. I'll blog again soon!
Before I start this blog; I had weird dream on Saturday night. It was about one of my good friends. I had a dream that he got me pregnant from a one night stand and I had twins; two girls. It was the middle of winter and I gave birth on an escalator. I'm not sure what it means, but when I seen him recently...I realized that I have feelings for him. Not very strong ones, but its making things awkward now. :/
Yesterday started out pretty shitty, but it ended pretty great. My depression from the night before was still lingering, and I ended up having a fight with my mother not long after I woke up. She told me that I can't take my TV with me when I move out (even though it was a present - but she denies it). She just wants it for herself, which is selfish. Its my TV and I'm not giving it up. She has her own TV anyways, I'm not even sure why she wants it. Its like she is trying to sabotage everything for me. Ugh. It made me feel even more depressed. I actually found myself laying on my bed and staring into my radiator. I had a Henry Spencer moment. :P
I decided that I really needed to get out of the house, so I made plans with my friend Matt. I spent a couple hours getting ready (my hair looks green now!), then we met up, went to the store (got cigarettes, pop & munchies), and headed to one of our old hangouts near the bridge. It was peaceful and relaxing. Just like the bonfire I had with Kara on Thursday. We talked about a lot of random stuff and listened to music for hours. It was awesome. But it started getting really cold, so we slowly made our way back uptown. Since we both live on the same street (& he is a gentleman), he walked me home. I spent my night eating more Tostitos + homemade dip and pumpkin pie + whipped cream, and watching TV. :3
Today was pretty great. Unfortunately my "lady issues" started, but I didn't let that stop me from having a good time. BJ showed up and I gave him the rest of my dip. I just ate some more pumpkin pie. We watched They Live and ThanksKilling. They Live was great. One of my favorite science fiction films now. ThanksKilling was so awful that it was hilarious. We were in pain from laughing so hard. Its definitely worth a watch. xD
He caught the last bus home, then my mom came home from work a little while later. She brought me a package from the mailbox, which turned out to be the Wild at Heart DVD that I ordered from Ebay. Its in perfect condition and works perfectly! I'm so happy! Its the beginning of my David Lynch DVD collection (I plan on owning all his movies by the new year). Anyways, she wanted to try playing Grand Theft Auto IV (& she has pretty much no experience with playing video games). It was so funny. There is a video on Instagram if you're interested. So yeah...that's about it. I'll blog again soon!
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