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New Halloween themed layout! I'm really proud of myself for this one, because I made everything myself (except for the bat pixels between the top links). I even made the background! I really like making my own graphics now. They may not be the greatest, but they are personal. So what do y'all think of it? :D
Today has been kinda rough. I felt depressed from the moment I woke up, and things kept making it worse. I had no plans with anyone for starters, so I just chilled in my room. I've been spending too much time at home and I'm going a little crazy. I also spent hours on this layout and it was extremely frustrating. At first I had no inspiration at all. I just knew that I wanted a Halloween theme. And I have no food left until I get groceries on Friday. So I've been borrowing food from my mother. Speaking of my mother...her yelling at me was the worst part of my day.
She yelled at me because she thinks I'm addicted to prescription pills. And she also thinks that I drink alcohol with the pills, and take a lot of other pills that I'm not supposed to. I don't know where she got that idea at all. I rarely drink, and when I do its only a drink or two. I only take the five pills I was prescribed to take everyday and I don't take other drugs. Occasionally I'll take a Tylenol if I'm in pain or melatonin to help me sleep, but the pharmacist said it was alright. I hadn't even spoken to her all day before her freak out. She just came in my room and acted like a psycho bitch. She even said that she wants to send me to rehab and get my psychiatrist fired. She says she is gonna call him and try to get my information. But its confidential, so she can't. But I'll let her figure that out on her own. ;D
I don't know why she tries to control my life. I'm a fucking adult. I buy my own stuff, and take care of myself. I'm just living here until I get an apartment. She has no right to tell me what to do or accuse me of anything with no proof. I'm so pissed. My psychiatrist is the best one I've ever had and I have no problem with the five pills I have to take. They've made me feel so much better since I started taking them. I'm happy. But she just can't handle that. She made it sound like she wants to do anything to get rid of me. I told her that she couldn't send me to rehab and get my psychiatrist fired if I tell them that she is lying, then she told me that she is gonna tell them that I'm lying. What the fuck!?
At least I get to have a wifey night with Kara tomorrow (unless she cancels the plan). Its long overdue. Apparently we are having a bonfire! The weather is getting cold, so we may not have much time left for bonfires. I hope we'll roast marshmallows and hot dogs! Oh and have lots of girl talk! So excited! :)
Oh my fuck, can you believe it? A blog without pictures! Its amazing! I usually always have at least one picture in my blog posts. This feels kinda weird. :P
New Halloween themed layout! I'm really proud of myself for this one, because I made everything myself (except for the bat pixels between the top links). I even made the background! I really like making my own graphics now. They may not be the greatest, but they are personal. So what do y'all think of it? :D
Today has been kinda rough. I felt depressed from the moment I woke up, and things kept making it worse. I had no plans with anyone for starters, so I just chilled in my room. I've been spending too much time at home and I'm going a little crazy. I also spent hours on this layout and it was extremely frustrating. At first I had no inspiration at all. I just knew that I wanted a Halloween theme. And I have no food left until I get groceries on Friday. So I've been borrowing food from my mother. Speaking of my mother...her yelling at me was the worst part of my day.
She yelled at me because she thinks I'm addicted to prescription pills. And she also thinks that I drink alcohol with the pills, and take a lot of other pills that I'm not supposed to. I don't know where she got that idea at all. I rarely drink, and when I do its only a drink or two. I only take the five pills I was prescribed to take everyday and I don't take other drugs. Occasionally I'll take a Tylenol if I'm in pain or melatonin to help me sleep, but the pharmacist said it was alright. I hadn't even spoken to her all day before her freak out. She just came in my room and acted like a psycho bitch. She even said that she wants to send me to rehab and get my psychiatrist fired. She says she is gonna call him and try to get my information. But its confidential, so she can't. But I'll let her figure that out on her own. ;D
I don't know why she tries to control my life. I'm a fucking adult. I buy my own stuff, and take care of myself. I'm just living here until I get an apartment. She has no right to tell me what to do or accuse me of anything with no proof. I'm so pissed. My psychiatrist is the best one I've ever had and I have no problem with the five pills I have to take. They've made me feel so much better since I started taking them. I'm happy. But she just can't handle that. She made it sound like she wants to do anything to get rid of me. I told her that she couldn't send me to rehab and get my psychiatrist fired if I tell them that she is lying, then she told me that she is gonna tell them that I'm lying. What the fuck!?
At least I get to have a wifey night with Kara tomorrow (unless she cancels the plan). Its long overdue. Apparently we are having a bonfire! The weather is getting cold, so we may not have much time left for bonfires. I hope we'll roast marshmallows and hot dogs! Oh and have lots of girl talk! So excited! :)
Oh my fuck, can you believe it? A blog without pictures! Its amazing! I usually always have at least one picture in my blog posts. This feels kinda weird. :P
My halloween layout is up! nowhere near as good as yours though! I am SO off my game :( I will be working for two months on my christmas one :)
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Love your new layout! I wish we had Halloween here, I seems like such a fun holiday to celebrate. :D
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry your mom is giving you such a hard time, she should definitely be more supportive. Have you tried explaining to her why you take those meds? I don't know if she knows about your depression/anxiety issues but maybe it might help her understand things a little better?
I hope you had a great night with your friend! :)
I haven't even thought about putting up a Halloween layout. :P I guess it is because I have been busy with trying to figure out what I'm going to be for Halloween and getting my life organized. :) But your layout is very cute!
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