Tuesday, June 21, 2011

nothings gonna change my world

♪♫ Across The Universe - The Beatles

Yesterday I had another sleepover with Kara and Garnet. I swear, I practically live there, haha. Anyways, not long after I got there, Shayne arrived and we all decided to drink. I had $100 because earlier that day I sold my old BlackBerry Torch. So I got a four pack of Mike's Hard Lemonade and every one else got beer and Colt 45s. I also got a pack of smokes and roast chicken chips (yum!).

We were all hammered and a few people were high from smoking hash. Shayne and Kara tried to get me to smoke some, but I refused. Weed is the only drug for me. And yes, I realize that hash is made from weed. But its a different high and its way more potent. Anyways, we all talked and listened to music for a few hours. It was a really good time. :)

After everyone left; me, Kara and Garnet decided to watch a movie. I picked one called The House Of The Devil and it was a completely awful movie. The dumbass girl walked into a room filled with dead bodies and then calmly walked back downstairs and sat down. Then later on she went into the bathroom, pulled the shower curtain across and screamed because someone left hair in the bathtub. >.<

After the movie, me and Garnet laid in bed and talked till the sun came up. We had some stupid argument about something. I swear, sometimes I feel like we're a married couple. But we aren't even dating! We eventually went to sleep. But when I woke up this morning, everyone was gone and I was there alone. So I spent the day watching TV, going on Facebook and smoking. Then I headed to the grocery store, got some food, then headed home around 9:30 pm.

Thats pretty much all that happened in the past few days...besides getting messages from anonymous. Oh I should explain: a bitch named Jenna decided send me a message telling me that I'm living my life wrong. How stupid I am for dropping out of high school (when I did it because I have anxiety disorder and I can't be around large crowds). How I blow all my money on weed and liquor (when I only smoke weed and drink 1 - 2 times a month, usually on the weekend). Oh and how all my friends are 'trash'. The funniest part was when she said "You think you're so badass, listening to Zeppelin.." I've never called or thought of myself as badass because of my love for Zeppelin. Oh silly Jenna. You're a bitch. And I know you thought that posting it as 'anonymous' would hide your identity, but I always find things out. ;D

Oh and I have an appointment on Friday to get back into school this fall. I'm gonna work through my anxiety and graduate. Then I'll probably do online courses from the comfort of my bed. I'm not sure what I wanna do for a career, but I'm sure I'll figure it out sometime in the next year. I'm thinking about teaching or journalism. No matter what I pick, I wanna do writing on the side. One of my dreams is to publish a book. ♥

Well, I'm gonna spend the rest of my night watching Step Up and Step Up 2. I don't care what anyone thinks, I love the Step Up movies (although the first one will always be the best in my opinion ♥). Sometime soon I'm gonna buy Step Up 3 on DVD. :)

1 comment:

  1. Haha oh wow that movie sounds so fucking awful. 'BAHHHHHHH! IT'S COUSIN IT IN MY FUCKING BATHTUB LEAVING HIS HAIR YO!' Bahahahaha. :']
    I know a bitch called Jenna too, must be something to do with the name??? I have anxiety disorder and as a result have missed a lot of college, it isn't easy to deal with. I don't smoke weed (I never have but I probably would) and I drink once or twice a month. It's not like we're doing stuff that NO OTHER MOTHER FUCKING TEENAGER does. Everybody fucking does that shit, Hell, I've been drinking and going into town on nights out since I was 15. I can't wait until I turn 18 so that I'll see the bouncers that've been letting me in the past 3 years be all 'Wait, you've only just turned 18????' Hahaha!
    Oh and by the way, Jenna I fucking LOVE Led Zeppelin and I AM badass. So watch out, eh? ;)
    I'm glad you're going to go back to school babe, I know you can do it! ♥
    I haven't seen the first or 3rd Step Up! I've seen the second though, hnng! That part where he dances to The Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin. ♥ ♥
    No matter what some dumb bitch says, I'm proud of you. xxxxxx.

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