♪♫ Trash Magic - Lana Del Rey
I intended to blog sooner, but life has been rough lately. I still have not moved into my new house. I was supposed to move in within the next couple weeks, but there is a delay and now the home won't be ready until mid June. My family and I are currently homeless as we wait, and have resorted to paying for two Airbnbs that we can stay in until June 10th. It was really expensive, but we didn't have much of a choice. I'm just hoping there is no more delays. I'm sick of not having a secure place to live. I hate that most of my belongings are in storage. It sucks to live out of a suitcase.
My mental health is not doing well because of this situation. I haven't been eating well either, so I don't feel good physically too. I'm really suffering and it feels like the ending is so far away. I just want this all to be overwith, so that I can relax in my own room and do things that I enjoy again. I miss writing, I miss playing The Last of Us, I miss watching horror movies, I miss listening to my records, I miss decorating everything just the way I like it...
The thing that makes all of this even more difficult, is that I am also working two days a week and going to school two days a week. Trying to do a good job at work and keep up with school work feels so impossible right now. I keep dreaming of the day that everything is settled and I can relax. Unfortunately there will be no break with school until next May, when I get my degree. Then I'll have that summer off before I start my next degree (although I still have to work).
I think I'm going to do a bunch of traveling next summer. I want to go to Naples, Florida (my uncle lives there & says I can stay with him), Port Hawkesbury, Cape Breton (where my dad's family lives), Saint Stephen, New Brunswick (where my best friend lives), and Old Orchard Beach & Bangor, Maine (which is not far from Saint Stephen, New Brunswick). Each place will be cheap to go to, mostly due to free accomodations. I'm thinking I'll have to save about $3000. I hope I'm able to!
I hope everyone else is doing well!
I intended to blog sooner, but life has been rough lately. I still have not moved into my new house. I was supposed to move in within the next couple weeks, but there is a delay and now the home won't be ready until mid June. My family and I are currently homeless as we wait, and have resorted to paying for two Airbnbs that we can stay in until June 10th. It was really expensive, but we didn't have much of a choice. I'm just hoping there is no more delays. I'm sick of not having a secure place to live. I hate that most of my belongings are in storage. It sucks to live out of a suitcase.
My mental health is not doing well because of this situation. I haven't been eating well either, so I don't feel good physically too. I'm really suffering and it feels like the ending is so far away. I just want this all to be overwith, so that I can relax in my own room and do things that I enjoy again. I miss writing, I miss playing The Last of Us, I miss watching horror movies, I miss listening to my records, I miss decorating everything just the way I like it...
The thing that makes all of this even more difficult, is that I am also working two days a week and going to school two days a week. Trying to do a good job at work and keep up with school work feels so impossible right now. I keep dreaming of the day that everything is settled and I can relax. Unfortunately there will be no break with school until next May, when I get my degree. Then I'll have that summer off before I start my next degree (although I still have to work).
I think I'm going to do a bunch of traveling next summer. I want to go to Naples, Florida (my uncle lives there & says I can stay with him), Port Hawkesbury, Cape Breton (where my dad's family lives), Saint Stephen, New Brunswick (where my best friend lives), and Old Orchard Beach & Bangor, Maine (which is not far from Saint Stephen, New Brunswick). Each place will be cheap to go to, mostly due to free accomodations. I'm thinking I'll have to save about $3000. I hope I'm able to!
I hope everyone else is doing well!
Ugh that sounds rough. I hope there won't be any delays. I'd hate living like that, but then again who wouldn't?
ReplyDeleteIn the mean time please try to take care. Also hope you can do that traveling. Sounds like fun.
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ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear you're having a rough time. That sounds really rough. Hopefully there won't be any more delays in getting you all settled in!
Travelling sounds fun, and I definitely wish I could do it more. I've always wanted to go to the upper New England area because I've heard how insanely beautiful it is. Maybe next year I'll be able to do just that! I'll have to live vicariously though others until then, so if you make it before I do get some pictures! lol
Ugh. So sorry you're having to deal with that Dee! I'm in the same boat, sort of. My stuff is all basically in storage and I'm waiting for an apartment to come available soon. I hope I can move soon as I hate living like this, too. I hope the next post you'll be in your new home!! <3
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