Sunday, April 5, 2020

just ain't the way it seems

♪♫ Love Buzz - Nirvana

How has everyone's past couple weeks been? Mine were mostly bad to be honest... but these past few days have been a lot better! As you probably already know, I still have to work full time. I work in a homeless shelter and we are considered an essential service, so we cannot close. I've basically only gone from work to home since this pandemic started. I have seen none of my loved ones and have really been struggling with that. My mental health has declined a lot lately and I finally figured out what to do about it: treat myself to some self care items and do a deep spring clean/organize of my room!

I did both of those things in the past few days and I feel a ton better! I spent a lot of money ordering stuff online (I had the money to spend - it didn't hurt my bank account). I bought the following; two pairs of Vans, two pairs of Converse, a cheap pair of black slip on shoes, a pair of memory foam slippers, a big black purse, an umbrella, two surprise bags from Ardene, a massage pillow, an essential oil diffuser + essential oils, head massager, a color changing mood lamp/bluetooth speaker, a light blocking sleep mask, and three fake succulent plants for decoration.


If you are wondering why I bought so many shoes; all my old ones have been messed up from work. They all have holes in them and are filthy. I definitely needed all new shoes! Anyways, onto the next thing; deep spring cleaning/organizing my room. It was very time consuming, but so worth it! My room looks a ton better now. I would post pictures, but I am waiting for all my self care stuff to arrive first, so I can post pictures of everything all set up. My room will be the ultimate relaxation space, which is what I really need right now. I'm so excited!

I also ended up cleaning my carpet... which I didn't plan on doing. I accidentally spilled my entire smoothie on the carpet yesterday and had to go out and buy a $160 carpet cleaner. After cleaning up the smoothie stain, I tacked some other stains that were there before I moved in. Now the carpet looks almost new! I'm definitely unhappy about the cost and the effort that I put into it though...

Oh, I also had pre-ordered The Last of Us Part II, but then they announced that it has been postponed. Ugh! It was the only thing I had to look forward to! I hope this whole pandemic ends soon...

1 comment:

  1. It's definitely so important to do self care in general but especially now. Sorry to hear that you haven't done well, but hope it gets better.

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