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I haven't been keeping up with this blog lately, and there is a good reason for that...I was stuck in a deep depression. My agoraphobia was severe too. I stayed inside all the time and felt like an empty hole. But I've made plans to change that! I've decided on several things...
I'm going to move back to my hometown next spring. My dad and I are going to get a two bedroom apartment downtown. I'm going to get my GED before I leave. I'm going to apply for a youth counselor course. I'm going to try to get an apprenticeship to become a body piercer. I'm going to dye my hair again. Platinum blonde on top and black on bottom. Just like I had when I was younger! I'm getting my old piercings back; monroe, nose, eyebrow, two more in each ear and my belly button. I'm also getting new piercings; one on the top of each ear and an industrial on my right ear. I want two pet rats; Zui Zui & Mo. I want Zui Zui to be black and Mo to be brown. And both will be boys. I'm slowly replacing my wardrobe, accessories and makeup (to feel more confident about myself). I'm going to get my class 5 driver's license (mandatory for the youth counselor course). I'm going to create a brand new blog when I move. A fresh start! My goal will be to get an apartment of my own, close to my dad.
Some of the things I listed may not happen. But I'm gonna try my hardest to achieve my dreams! I'm unhappy with the city I live in right now. I disowned my mother, my friends all drifted away and my relationship is rocky (if its meant to be - it'll be). My hometown is a much bigger city. So many more opportunities for me. I'm excited! Very nervous too. I'm worried about not having friends. But I can't let worries like that get in my way. I gotta focus on making a life for myself.
I'm not closing this blog right now. I may still occasionally write a blog. Not too sure. And I still check for comments, so don't hesitate to leave some lurrve for me! In the meantime, follow my Instagram and Twitter for daily updates on my life. Both are zombiehhh_x. I hope y'all understand! Lurrve ya babes. ♥
I haven't been keeping up with this blog lately, and there is a good reason for that...I was stuck in a deep depression. My agoraphobia was severe too. I stayed inside all the time and felt like an empty hole. But I've made plans to change that! I've decided on several things...
Some of the things I listed may not happen. But I'm gonna try my hardest to achieve my dreams! I'm unhappy with the city I live in right now. I disowned my mother, my friends all drifted away and my relationship is rocky (if its meant to be - it'll be). My hometown is a much bigger city. So many more opportunities for me. I'm excited! Very nervous too. I'm worried about not having friends. But I can't let worries like that get in my way. I gotta focus on making a life for myself.
I'm not closing this blog right now. I may still occasionally write a blog. Not too sure. And I still check for comments, so don't hesitate to leave some lurrve for me! In the meantime, follow my Instagram and Twitter for daily updates on my life. Both are zombiehhh_x. I hope y'all understand! Lurrve ya babes. ♥
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