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Yesterday was the big day; Matt and I taking the bus to Halifax for our two week vacation. His mum bought us breakfast in the morning, then drove us to the bus station. I passed out pretty quick (because I took Gravol), so it didn't feel very long at all. My grandmother was waiting for us at the bus stop in Halifax. And she had chilli and Tostitos waiting for us at her house! It was sooo good! :3
My grandfather picked us up in the evening and drove us to the mall. I got some pretty awesome stuff! Matt bought me Vampire Academy (with the movie poster inside!), my grandmother bought me new Vans and the Jon Snow Funko Pop! Vinyl Figure! Now I have all three of my favorite Game of Thrones characters! I really need to read the books soon! Anyways, we went back home after that. And I realized how awful my hair looks. I cannot stand it. Its bringing down my self esteem! So I'm gonna make an appointment at a salon to get my natural hair color back and a shorter hair cut! I'm quite excited. Its a big change! :)
Today I woke up feeling depressed. So my grandmother decided to give me a present; a painting of a hobbit hole that she bought at the market. Its so gorgeous! I can't wait to put it up on my wall! Then we all went out. We went to the dollar store first. I got new fuzzy socks, Lisa Frank stickers and a new brush. Yay! Then we got groceries. We got sooo much food! But I felt really faint halfway through shopping, so my grandmother bought me lunch. Then my blood sugar went up and I felt better. :P
My dad showed up when we got back to the house. I was so happy to see him! And he gave me two pieces of artwork that he bought. They're printed on fabric, which is something I had never seen before. But I love 'em! However...even though my day was going good, I still couldn't shake the feeling of depression. I tried to hide it, but I couldn't. And people kept making me feel worse (not on purpose). So I went into the room and cried. My dad came in and cheered me up. He knew exactly what to say. So I got up, took an Ativan and made homemade pizza for dinner. :|
We drove my dad home after that. Now I'm watching Dateline re-runs and eating food while laying on the couch. I've done some thinking and decided that I need to dedicate a few days to writing and relaxing. I need to get rid of my depression. D:
Edit on March 23rd at 10:53 pm: My cousin Marta was nice enough to take me to the bookstore a couple hours ago. She bought me an anxiety workbook. I really hope it helps me! I'm running out of ideas. And I'm close to giving up. :'(
Yesterday was the big day; Matt and I taking the bus to Halifax for our two week vacation. His mum bought us breakfast in the morning, then drove us to the bus station. I passed out pretty quick (because I took Gravol), so it didn't feel very long at all. My grandmother was waiting for us at the bus stop in Halifax. And she had chilli and Tostitos waiting for us at her house! It was sooo good! :3
My grandfather picked us up in the evening and drove us to the mall. I got some pretty awesome stuff! Matt bought me Vampire Academy (with the movie poster inside!), my grandmother bought me new Vans and the Jon Snow Funko Pop! Vinyl Figure! Now I have all three of my favorite Game of Thrones characters! I really need to read the books soon! Anyways, we went back home after that. And I realized how awful my hair looks. I cannot stand it. Its bringing down my self esteem! So I'm gonna make an appointment at a salon to get my natural hair color back and a shorter hair cut! I'm quite excited. Its a big change! :)
Today I woke up feeling depressed. So my grandmother decided to give me a present; a painting of a hobbit hole that she bought at the market. Its so gorgeous! I can't wait to put it up on my wall! Then we all went out. We went to the dollar store first. I got new fuzzy socks, Lisa Frank stickers and a new brush. Yay! Then we got groceries. We got sooo much food! But I felt really faint halfway through shopping, so my grandmother bought me lunch. Then my blood sugar went up and I felt better. :P
My dad showed up when we got back to the house. I was so happy to see him! And he gave me two pieces of artwork that he bought. They're printed on fabric, which is something I had never seen before. But I love 'em! However...even though my day was going good, I still couldn't shake the feeling of depression. I tried to hide it, but I couldn't. And people kept making me feel worse (not on purpose). So I went into the room and cried. My dad came in and cheered me up. He knew exactly what to say. So I got up, took an Ativan and made homemade pizza for dinner. :|
We drove my dad home after that. Now I'm watching Dateline re-runs and eating food while laying on the couch. I've done some thinking and decided that I need to dedicate a few days to writing and relaxing. I need to get rid of my depression. D:
Edit on March 23rd at 10:53 pm: My cousin Marta was nice enough to take me to the bookstore a couple hours ago. She bought me an anxiety workbook. I really hope it helps me! I'm running out of ideas. And I'm close to giving up. :'(
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