Monday, December 30, 2013

i'm ready to close my eyes

♪♫ I Wanna Be Your Dog - The Stooges

I'm going to my dad's tomorrow for two days, so I'm just gonna write a quick blog before I go...

I spent most of today working on Twin Peaks inspired nails! It too so long because I kept messing up. Ahhh. So frustrating. But they turned out pretty great. I love them! I also re-dyed my hair. Its blue, once again (I'll post pictures later). It took less time than usual. But I had a lot to clean up. Apparently I can't dye my hair here anymore because I got a faint blue stain in the bathtub. :(


My mum texted me before my hair was finished. And it wasn't good. Apparently my uncle told her off (for abusing me). So she assumed that I told him. But I didn't! The whole family knows. Its not exactly a secret. She does a bad job of hiding it. Ugh. So now she doesn't wanna help me get my disability back. Fuck...I'm screwed...again. -_-

I nearly had a panic attack from stress, but I managed to calm down. I'm trying to think positively. I've got my whole family behind me, plus Matt's family. Which makes me feel really good. Anyways, I'm ending my night by drinking beer and listening to Tool. ^_^

1 comment:

  1. Okay, so I seriously tried making a comment about an hour ago but it wouldn't send. LAME. Lol.

    Anyway, I'm sorry to read about your mom not helping you out with your disability... that's such a friggen drag, man. Perhaps someone in the family can help you out with it, maybe? If that's possible, anyway? It's always awesome to have family and friends who have your back - that's so important :D I'm happy you have them at least, and even if they know about your mom abusing you (which is also important), they will help to protect you, I would think anyway :)

    Your nails look lovely (like I said on Instagram earlier) I love them! I wish I had the patience to paint mine with designs like that!

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