♪♫ Blue Velvet - Lana Del Rey
I had an appointment with my psychiatrist yesterday afternoon. I was a little more talkative than usual. But he decided to keep my medication the same. I didn't really wanna go home afterwards. I knew I'd just be bored. So instead, I went to the mall. And I bought some stuff for my future bedroom; queen size red/black comforter, black bed sheets, two zebra print lamp shades, black moon chair, and two lamp bases! Oh and People Magazine (which I'm not a fan of), has an issue out right now called Celebrate The '90s! I would have bought it if it wasn't fifteen dollars. Also; it mentions Twin Peaks! Anyways, I bought a few more things; a card for Bentley's birthday, a card for Kara's birthday, and black lipstick. ^_^
I sat in my moon chair when I got home, and I was so comfortable. I didn't move for hours. I just relaxed. Until I had to make supper, then when I was finished; I went back to the moon chair. I keep looking at all the stuff I ordered online and and the stuff I bought for my future room with excitement. I'm gonna have my dream room. I can't wait! I left a message with two ladies from the housing program to call me back and let me know if I'm close to getting an apartment or not. Waiting to see how that goes. I really wanna move out of here!
Today I had an appointment with my therapist in the afternoon. I found a package waiting for me in front of the door on my way out (I wish the damn mail man would stop leaving things outside my door -_-). It was Fire Walk With Me on DVD! So happy! I had to carry it with me to my appointment and a woman made a comment about how awesome the show is. I love random fan bonding moments, LOL. Anyways, I talked with my therapist about my self destructive behaviour. She wants me to call the rehab (to talk with a counselor), call housing, and call my old guidance counselor. I hope I remember all of that. :P
I went home after that. And things were fine...until I accidentally let it slip that I drink alcohol while taking my medication. I thought my mum was gonna flip out, but she was happy that I told her and gave me a hug. I also talked about my break up with BJ. The sadness is pretty much gone now. I've moved on really quickly. But I'm so used to him being around all the time. I want him to be my best friend again. I miss him. :(
I called the clinic (& it took half an hour to get through), and made an appointment for 7:30 pm. So I relaxed for a bit and drank as many liquids as I could (because I knew they would ask me to pee in a cup). And I got Matt to walk me there. I got a pretty picture when we walked through the square. Its covered in Christmas lights. Really lovely. :3
We had some time to kill, so we went into a few stores. Then we went into the clinic...and sure enough...they gave me a cup to pee in. Does it make any sense that they wanted me to pee in a cup to see why I can't pee!? What the fuck!? I mean, I tried as best I could. But twenty minutes went by, and nothing. So Matt ran out and bought me a bottle of water. I drank it was quickly as possible. Then I tried again, and finally I succeeded! xD
They put me in a room while they tested my pee. And it took a while. But finally the doctor came in and asked me more about my symptoms. He nodded and told me that my symptoms match up with the test; bladder infection. I was right. So I got prescribed antibiotics. I can't wait for it to go away! Its really annoying. -_-
As Matt and I left, it began to snow! It was the first snow fall...at least the first one I've seen. It was so magical! It put a big smile on my face. And then Matt made that smile bigger by asking me if I was hungry, then taking me out for dinner. I'm not sure if it was a date. But I wouldn't mind if it was. Only sucky part was when an annoying guy we know decided to sit with us and tell us a bunch of bullshit stories. Ugh. I was so happy when he left. It gave Matt and I some more time to talk. But we didn't talk for too long. It was getting late, so he walked me home. Now I'm just gonna watch Ravenswood. Maybe Supernatural after that. Depends on how tired I am. :P
I had an appointment with my psychiatrist yesterday afternoon. I was a little more talkative than usual. But he decided to keep my medication the same. I didn't really wanna go home afterwards. I knew I'd just be bored. So instead, I went to the mall. And I bought some stuff for my future bedroom; queen size red/black comforter, black bed sheets, two zebra print lamp shades, black moon chair, and two lamp bases! Oh and People Magazine (which I'm not a fan of), has an issue out right now called Celebrate The '90s! I would have bought it if it wasn't fifteen dollars. Also; it mentions Twin Peaks! Anyways, I bought a few more things; a card for Bentley's birthday, a card for Kara's birthday, and black lipstick. ^_^
I sat in my moon chair when I got home, and I was so comfortable. I didn't move for hours. I just relaxed. Until I had to make supper, then when I was finished; I went back to the moon chair. I keep looking at all the stuff I ordered online and and the stuff I bought for my future room with excitement. I'm gonna have my dream room. I can't wait! I left a message with two ladies from the housing program to call me back and let me know if I'm close to getting an apartment or not. Waiting to see how that goes. I really wanna move out of here!
Today I had an appointment with my therapist in the afternoon. I found a package waiting for me in front of the door on my way out (I wish the damn mail man would stop leaving things outside my door -_-). It was Fire Walk With Me on DVD! So happy! I had to carry it with me to my appointment and a woman made a comment about how awesome the show is. I love random fan bonding moments, LOL. Anyways, I talked with my therapist about my self destructive behaviour. She wants me to call the rehab (to talk with a counselor), call housing, and call my old guidance counselor. I hope I remember all of that. :P
I went home after that. And things were fine...until I accidentally let it slip that I drink alcohol while taking my medication. I thought my mum was gonna flip out, but she was happy that I told her and gave me a hug. I also talked about my break up with BJ. The sadness is pretty much gone now. I've moved on really quickly. But I'm so used to him being around all the time. I want him to be my best friend again. I miss him. :(
I called the clinic (& it took half an hour to get through), and made an appointment for 7:30 pm. So I relaxed for a bit and drank as many liquids as I could (because I knew they would ask me to pee in a cup). And I got Matt to walk me there. I got a pretty picture when we walked through the square. Its covered in Christmas lights. Really lovely. :3
We had some time to kill, so we went into a few stores. Then we went into the clinic...and sure enough...they gave me a cup to pee in. Does it make any sense that they wanted me to pee in a cup to see why I can't pee!? What the fuck!? I mean, I tried as best I could. But twenty minutes went by, and nothing. So Matt ran out and bought me a bottle of water. I drank it was quickly as possible. Then I tried again, and finally I succeeded! xD
They put me in a room while they tested my pee. And it took a while. But finally the doctor came in and asked me more about my symptoms. He nodded and told me that my symptoms match up with the test; bladder infection. I was right. So I got prescribed antibiotics. I can't wait for it to go away! Its really annoying. -_-
As Matt and I left, it began to snow! It was the first snow fall...at least the first one I've seen. It was so magical! It put a big smile on my face. And then Matt made that smile bigger by asking me if I was hungry, then taking me out for dinner. I'm not sure if it was a date. But I wouldn't mind if it was. Only sucky part was when an annoying guy we know decided to sit with us and tell us a bunch of bullshit stories. Ugh. I was so happy when he left. It gave Matt and I some more time to talk. But we didn't talk for too long. It was getting late, so he walked me home. Now I'm just gonna watch Ravenswood. Maybe Supernatural after that. Depends on how tired I am. :P
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