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Wow, I can't believe I haven't blogged in a week. I always try to blog as often as possible. But oh well. I'm blogging now. That's the important thing. :P
So I'll start with Friday. And you'll have to bare with me, because my memory is fried (but I did write everything down in a notepad document). So, I waited a little while for BJ to bring me my new Xbox 360 cord. He finally showed up, but I forgot to tell my mom he was coming over and I didn't know where she was. We ended up going for a walk and waiting for her to reply to my texts. I was going to make him homemade pizza, but we were impatient and didn't wanna wait. So we went to Subway instead. And then we did some more walking after that. It was a pretty nice day. Oh and he told me that he is gonna give me his Netflix password, so I'll finally have Netflix! I'm so pumped!
My mom finally texted back and said BJ could come over. So we went to my house. I tested out my new Xbox 360 cord and it works perfect! I also tried out the controller and it also works perfect! It lights up and looks really cool. I love it! I ended up getting consumed by Grand Theft Auto IV and my boyfriend played World of Warcraft on his laptop. Oh and I also tested out my external hard drive and a flash drive to see if I could watch some of the movies and TV shows that I've downloaded. Once again; works perfect! I'm beyond happy about it. We watched two episodes of The Trailer Park boys. After that, went to the store first because I wanted Tostitos. He walked me home, gave me a goodnight kiss, then he went home early.
I spent a while doing nothing after that. I was in a lazy mood. But I eventually got around to preparing all the food for the pizza I was gonna make BJ on Saturday. I also unplugged a bunch of my electronics, because there was too many and it made me a little paranoid. I just have my cable box and my Xbox 360 now. I put my GameCube, Super Nintendo and DVD player in my closet. And sadly my GameCube controller got messed up. I gotta get a new one now (or my old one back that my friend borrowed two years ago). I ended my night by finally watching The Goonies and eating cheesies. ^_^

Oh I almost forgot; I ordered two things from Ebay. I can't remember exactly when, but it was at some point during the day. The first thing is something that I've wanted for a while; a Psycho shirt! And the second thing is; another skeleton hand hair clip! I already ordered one a little while ago, but they're so cheap and really cute. I couldn't resist. :3

On Saturday, I played a lot of Grand Theft Auto and ate more cheesies. Its a huge bag...I still haven't finished eating them. Anyways, my boyfriend told me that Psycho is playing at the old theatre near my house in February! And we are going! I'm so excited! Plus I'll have my Psycho shirt to wear when we go. He also came over to see me, but he took a while and I was super bored. Ugh. But he finally showed up. I was so excited to make him homemade pizza, but my mom was using the kitchen. She gave me $25 so that I could buy supper for us (I was a little pissed because I've been wanting him to try my homemade pizza for a while...). But Grand Theft Auto sucked me in and it took awhile for us to actually leave.
We ran into our friend Kristian on the way to Julius (a pizza place near my house). I was a little annoyed. He's a cool guy, but I hate seeing people when I leave my house sometimes. I just wanna get stuff done and have no one see me. Anyways, I don't remember what we ate, but we brought it back to my house and watched Accepted. Then of course; I went back to playing Grand Theft Auto. That game is really addicting. BJ had to leave early, so we walked outside to have a smoke, then we seen Matt walking by. Not a huge surprise since he lives up the road. We spoke to him for a few minutes, then they both had to leave. I gave BJ a goodnight kiss, then said goodbye to both of them. The rest of my evening was pretty normal; food, TV, internet, etc. I also forgot about my Eraserhead shirt, so I rocked it for the night. I have too many clothes now. :P

I allowed myself to sleep in really late on Sunday. I was gonna gonna try to work on my blog, my story and hangout with Matt, but my "lady issues" started and it drained the energy out of me. I just laid in bed, eating food, watching TV and playing more Grand Theft Auto. I did manage to write a post on my side blog about childhood memories with a bunch of pictures (click here). But fuck...I felt so shitty and tired. I had a bath, made pizza, watched TV and went to bed. My cat joined me (which she has been doing a lot lately). It was so cute. :D

Monday wasn't very great. More pain and discomfort caused by my "lady issues". I was in bed all day. I worked on my story, side blog and blog archive. I'm really happy that I got the inspiration and motivation back for writing my story (click here). Its going good so far! I can't wait until I finally finish it, because it will be the first long story I will have completed! And then I can start another practice story. I've got a couple story ideas in mind, but I don't know what to go with yet.
On my side blog, I wrote a poem (click here), and added posts from my old side blog. Dating back to 2008! It was weird to read them. Mainly because I wrote them when I was dating my first love (and the guy I lost my virginity to). I sounded so naive and love crazed. I thought we would be together forever, but he treated me really badly. He cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend, controlled me and verbally abused me. Ugh. Some of those posts made me cringe.
I also added a blog to my archive that I found (click here). Its about my first bad experience with smoking weed (I used to be a pothead...). And Nick was there the entire time. I referred to him as my best friend. It was heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. I miss him so much. Rest in peace Nick! :(
I was in bed all day again on Tuesday. And yes...it was because of my "lady issues". But a few good things did happen. For starters; I ordered my bowler hat for my Alex Delarge costume! I'm definitely gonna be wearing it all the time. I just love bowler hats! Later in the day, BJ came over to see me for a little while. I had to go outside to meet him and I looked awful. No makeup, messy hair, huge sweater, pajama pants, and I hadn't showered all day. I was really hoping no one would see me. But Kristian was standing there with BJ. It was quite uncomfortable. But we went inside a few minutes later, so I didn't have to deal with feeling uncomfortable for very long.
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My mom had mentioned before that she pretended to be me on our answering machine, but I kept forgetting to call the house phone so that I could hear it. But I remembered when BJ and I were laying in my bed. And luckily my mom and step dad went out for dinner. So we called my house phone and uncontrollably laughed when it played. My mother said my name so funny. Her voice was high pitched and child-like. It was hilarious. Also, I sent a bunch of emails to my dad about a painting I want him to do for me. Its basically pictures of David Lynch in the middle and pictures of all his moves in collages around him. Its a lot to ask for, but even if he just does a painting of David Lynch, I'll be happy. Anyways, I worked on my story some more after BJ left. I also received a really cute text from him that made my night. He's so sweet. :) ♥

I had an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday morning. It was slightly awkward because he had a student sitting in on our session. But she was really nice and nerdy, so I got along with her immediately. I got my prescription and it stayed the same. Yay! I was getting sick of my pills changing all the time. Anyways, I also made an appointment with my therapist. I missed my last appointment with her, which was a month ago. I got scared because I was supposed to do the second half of the test to find out if I have any personality disorders.
After I left the mental health building, I bought four chocolate bars (what girl doesn't eat chocolate during that time of the month!?) and went home. I made plans to edit chapter eight of my story, which I thought would take only a couple of hours. But it ended up taking me until 5:00 am, and I still wasn't finished! I'm pretty sure its because of my OCD. I was trying to make it perfect. It was so frustrating. -_-
My alarm clock didn't go off today for some reason. But I only woke up an hour late, so it wasn't a big deal. I continued with editing my story. Then took a break to shower. And went back to editing again afterwards. I finally got ready (it was hard to drag myself away from editing), then headed out to meet up with BJ and Kara at 7:30 pm. It was rainy and foggy. But luckily we didn't have to stay outside for very long. We went to BJ's house and played Trivial Pursuit. They drank wine again (it seems like he has a never-ending stash of wine). It was a hilarious night. Mostly because of Kara being drunk. She also kicked our asses in Trivial Pursuit. And for some reason we had a joke about Anne Frank's colon...we're really fucking weird...just don't ask.
I got the last bus home, then went back to editing my story as soon as possible. I'm taking a break to write this blog, but then I gotta go back to editing. And I really don't want to. Its killing me. I feel like I wanna cry. Its so frustrating. :(
Wow, I can't believe I haven't blogged in a week. I always try to blog as often as possible. But oh well. I'm blogging now. That's the important thing. :P
So I'll start with Friday. And you'll have to bare with me, because my memory is fried (but I did write everything down in a notepad document). So, I waited a little while for BJ to bring me my new Xbox 360 cord. He finally showed up, but I forgot to tell my mom he was coming over and I didn't know where she was. We ended up going for a walk and waiting for her to reply to my texts. I was going to make him homemade pizza, but we were impatient and didn't wanna wait. So we went to Subway instead. And then we did some more walking after that. It was a pretty nice day. Oh and he told me that he is gonna give me his Netflix password, so I'll finally have Netflix! I'm so pumped!
My mom finally texted back and said BJ could come over. So we went to my house. I tested out my new Xbox 360 cord and it works perfect! I also tried out the controller and it also works perfect! It lights up and looks really cool. I love it! I ended up getting consumed by Grand Theft Auto IV and my boyfriend played World of Warcraft on his laptop. Oh and I also tested out my external hard drive and a flash drive to see if I could watch some of the movies and TV shows that I've downloaded. Once again; works perfect! I'm beyond happy about it. We watched two episodes of The Trailer Park boys. After that, went to the store first because I wanted Tostitos. He walked me home, gave me a goodnight kiss, then he went home early.
I spent a while doing nothing after that. I was in a lazy mood. But I eventually got around to preparing all the food for the pizza I was gonna make BJ on Saturday. I also unplugged a bunch of my electronics, because there was too many and it made me a little paranoid. I just have my cable box and my Xbox 360 now. I put my GameCube, Super Nintendo and DVD player in my closet. And sadly my GameCube controller got messed up. I gotta get a new one now (or my old one back that my friend borrowed two years ago). I ended my night by finally watching The Goonies and eating cheesies. ^_^

Oh I almost forgot; I ordered two things from Ebay. I can't remember exactly when, but it was at some point during the day. The first thing is something that I've wanted for a while; a Psycho shirt! And the second thing is; another skeleton hand hair clip! I already ordered one a little while ago, but they're so cheap and really cute. I couldn't resist. :3

On Saturday, I played a lot of Grand Theft Auto and ate more cheesies. Its a huge bag...I still haven't finished eating them. Anyways, my boyfriend told me that Psycho is playing at the old theatre near my house in February! And we are going! I'm so excited! Plus I'll have my Psycho shirt to wear when we go. He also came over to see me, but he took a while and I was super bored. Ugh. But he finally showed up. I was so excited to make him homemade pizza, but my mom was using the kitchen. She gave me $25 so that I could buy supper for us (I was a little pissed because I've been wanting him to try my homemade pizza for a while...). But Grand Theft Auto sucked me in and it took awhile for us to actually leave.
We ran into our friend Kristian on the way to Julius (a pizza place near my house). I was a little annoyed. He's a cool guy, but I hate seeing people when I leave my house sometimes. I just wanna get stuff done and have no one see me. Anyways, I don't remember what we ate, but we brought it back to my house and watched Accepted. Then of course; I went back to playing Grand Theft Auto. That game is really addicting. BJ had to leave early, so we walked outside to have a smoke, then we seen Matt walking by. Not a huge surprise since he lives up the road. We spoke to him for a few minutes, then they both had to leave. I gave BJ a goodnight kiss, then said goodbye to both of them. The rest of my evening was pretty normal; food, TV, internet, etc. I also forgot about my Eraserhead shirt, so I rocked it for the night. I have too many clothes now. :P

I allowed myself to sleep in really late on Sunday. I was gonna gonna try to work on my blog, my story and hangout with Matt, but my "lady issues" started and it drained the energy out of me. I just laid in bed, eating food, watching TV and playing more Grand Theft Auto. I did manage to write a post on my side blog about childhood memories with a bunch of pictures (click here). But fuck...I felt so shitty and tired. I had a bath, made pizza, watched TV and went to bed. My cat joined me (which she has been doing a lot lately). It was so cute. :D

Monday wasn't very great. More pain and discomfort caused by my "lady issues". I was in bed all day. I worked on my story, side blog and blog archive. I'm really happy that I got the inspiration and motivation back for writing my story (click here). Its going good so far! I can't wait until I finally finish it, because it will be the first long story I will have completed! And then I can start another practice story. I've got a couple story ideas in mind, but I don't know what to go with yet.
On my side blog, I wrote a poem (click here), and added posts from my old side blog. Dating back to 2008! It was weird to read them. Mainly because I wrote them when I was dating my first love (and the guy I lost my virginity to). I sounded so naive and love crazed. I thought we would be together forever, but he treated me really badly. He cheated on me with his ex-girlfriend, controlled me and verbally abused me. Ugh. Some of those posts made me cringe.
I also added a blog to my archive that I found (click here). Its about my first bad experience with smoking weed (I used to be a pothead...). And Nick was there the entire time. I referred to him as my best friend. It was heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. I miss him so much. Rest in peace Nick! :(
I was in bed all day again on Tuesday. And yes...it was because of my "lady issues". But a few good things did happen. For starters; I ordered my bowler hat for my Alex Delarge costume! I'm definitely gonna be wearing it all the time. I just love bowler hats! Later in the day, BJ came over to see me for a little while. I had to go outside to meet him and I looked awful. No makeup, messy hair, huge sweater, pajama pants, and I hadn't showered all day. I was really hoping no one would see me. But Kristian was standing there with BJ. It was quite uncomfortable. But we went inside a few minutes later, so I didn't have to deal with feeling uncomfortable for very long.
My mom had mentioned before that she pretended to be me on our answering machine, but I kept forgetting to call the house phone so that I could hear it. But I remembered when BJ and I were laying in my bed. And luckily my mom and step dad went out for dinner. So we called my house phone and uncontrollably laughed when it played. My mother said my name so funny. Her voice was high pitched and child-like. It was hilarious. Also, I sent a bunch of emails to my dad about a painting I want him to do for me. Its basically pictures of David Lynch in the middle and pictures of all his moves in collages around him. Its a lot to ask for, but even if he just does a painting of David Lynch, I'll be happy. Anyways, I worked on my story some more after BJ left. I also received a really cute text from him that made my night. He's so sweet. :) ♥

I had an appointment with my psychiatrist on Wednesday morning. It was slightly awkward because he had a student sitting in on our session. But she was really nice and nerdy, so I got along with her immediately. I got my prescription and it stayed the same. Yay! I was getting sick of my pills changing all the time. Anyways, I also made an appointment with my therapist. I missed my last appointment with her, which was a month ago. I got scared because I was supposed to do the second half of the test to find out if I have any personality disorders.
After I left the mental health building, I bought four chocolate bars (what girl doesn't eat chocolate during that time of the month!?) and went home. I made plans to edit chapter eight of my story, which I thought would take only a couple of hours. But it ended up taking me until 5:00 am, and I still wasn't finished! I'm pretty sure its because of my OCD. I was trying to make it perfect. It was so frustrating. -_-
My alarm clock didn't go off today for some reason. But I only woke up an hour late, so it wasn't a big deal. I continued with editing my story. Then took a break to shower. And went back to editing again afterwards. I finally got ready (it was hard to drag myself away from editing), then headed out to meet up with BJ and Kara at 7:30 pm. It was rainy and foggy. But luckily we didn't have to stay outside for very long. We went to BJ's house and played Trivial Pursuit. They drank wine again (it seems like he has a never-ending stash of wine). It was a hilarious night. Mostly because of Kara being drunk. She also kicked our asses in Trivial Pursuit. And for some reason we had a joke about Anne Frank's colon...we're really fucking weird...just don't ask.
I got the last bus home, then went back to editing my story as soon as possible. I'm taking a break to write this blog, but then I gotta go back to editing. And I really don't want to. Its killing me. I feel like I wanna cry. Its so frustrating. :(
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