Saturday, May 11, 2013

hope you find your paradise

♪♫ Goodbye Stranger - Supertramp

Fuck, I'm terrible at blogging. I keep putting it off, then having to write a huge blog that takes forever. Okay, so here I go...

Only a few minutes after my last blog, my friend Marcus invited me over to hangout for the night, since Megan was going drinking with her girlfriends. So I quickly got ready and rushed over. I vaguely remember that night, but I remember that I had the hiccups and I played a lot of Grand Theft Auto: Liberty City. I also watched My Bloody Valentine after Marcus went to bed. I've seen it before, but I forgot what happened. Not the best movie, in all honesty. I woke up in the morning to Marcus singing Bob Marley songs really loudly. Then I had to head out quickly, because his drive showed up to bring him to some party or something. I pretty much spent the rest of the day playing Super Mario World.

Oh and I got a retarded message from my ex (we didn't technically date, just a few weeks of fun). He accused me of spreading lies about his baby's mother and having no life. But I'm friends with her and I've never said anything bad. She believes me, because he is known for lying and manipulating people. I fucking hate him so much. He is a complete piece of shit who fucked me over and a lot of my friends too. I wish he would fuck off and stop trying to contact me. I stopped being friends with him several months ago.


Monday was somewhat fun. My boyfriend came over and we stopped outside my house for a cigarette and the mailman came up and asked if I was Deidre -Blank- and I said yes, so he handed me four packages. I opened them all on my front stairs and I loved everything, except for the Evenstar Necklace. It was missing a jewel, so I gave it to my boyfriend. So yeah, I got two cat headphone plugs, an Elven brooch and red crushed velvet leggings. After that, my boyfriend helped me pick up a bunch of stuff I needed to get, including a bus card, prescriptions, Melatonin tablets, etc. Then we bought Ben & Jerry's ice cream and played Super Mario World for the rest of the evening. Oh plus I watched Bates Motel. I'm so sad there is only a few episodes left.


Tuesday was a fun day for me. I had a dream that I drank two vanilla milkshakes, so when I woke up, I was craving one. My mom sent me out to get a couple things for her, so I stopped by McDonald's for the milkshake and bought Subway for lunch. Then I went home and played Super Mario World, while watching Doctor Who. I'm pretty sure that is my new favorite activity. Its just so much fun! In the evening, I bought a poutine and slice of pizza, and watched The Lords of Salem. I didn't like it, honestly. Quite disappointed. :(

On Wednesday, my mom took me to Jeremiah's for lunch, which was amazing. Then we looked around the market for a little while. We found a Charles Dickens book that is approximately over a hundred years old, so we bought it. I love old books. But yeah...I had to rush home really fast to shower and get ready.

I went to see my best friend Kara, my godson Bentley and my boyfriend. I met up with them at the mall and they told me they just had vanilla milkshakes at McDonald's and I was a little annoyed that they didn't wait for me, but Kara saved me half of her milkshake, which was nice. We went into the mall to buy a few things, including a fake mustache, which we all took turns wearing and took pictures of it. We waited for a bus for a little while and talked about whats new. Bentley is getting so big now. He can somewhat talk and walk pretty well. I didn't get to see the walking though, because he was in the stroller.

My boyfriend and I went to his house after we walked Kara home from the bus stop. We were really bored, so we played Saints Row: The Third, made homemade vanilla milkshakes and played Trivial Pursuit. Playing Trivial Pursuit was the best, even though I lost. My boyfriend's winning answer was "Adam West", so fuck you Adam West.


I went to hangout with Marcus again on Thursday and he gave me half of the Super Nintendo games he told me he is gonna give me. I got Doom, Donkey Kong Country 2: Diddy's Kong Quest and Mortal Kombat. I'm just waiting for Super Mario: All-Stars, Legend of Zelda: A Link To The Past and Bomberman. Other than that, we spent most of the day playing Grand Theft Auto: Liberty City as usual and talking about random stuff. When I got home, there was a pile of packages waiting for me. Its pretty much the rest of the stuff I've been expecting for a couple weeks, minus one thing. I'm really pissed off that the second Evenstar necklace I ordered was also broken. I'm trying to get a refund right now. But other than that, I love everything else!


I woke up yesterday with terrible heart palpitations. I could barely move for two hours and I was really worried. But they went away, thankfully. My money went through to my PayPal account, so I ordered four more things: an Eraserhead shirt, a black and white checkered sweater, a black and white chevron top and another Evenstar necklace (from another seller with higher ratings). I'm focusing on buying clothes right now, because I'm trying to save up and move out on my own and I won't be able to buy many clothes when I'm paying bills.

I was supposed to go to a party, but I blew it off to hangout with Megan and Marcus. I pretty much played Grand Theft Auto: Liberty City until my boyfriend showed up after work. Marcus and him were supposed to get drunk, but they didn't drink a whole lot. Megan and Marcus passed out really early, so my boyfriend and I just played GTA, ate junk food, smoked and talked. He was really tired, so we both cabbed home at 2:30 am. I got dropped off at Subway, because I was hungry. I soon realized it was a horrible idea. It was packed full of drunk people. A drunk guy came up to me and started hitting on me and making me uncomfortable. Then his friends called him back over and he left. A fight almost broke out too, because one guy was hitting on another guy's sister. I felt like I was gonna have a panic attack the whole time, but I made it through and got my sub. When I got home, I poured a large glass of milk to go with my sub and watched Conan. I tried to start watching The Green Hornet, but I fell asleep.


I had a pretty crazy dream last night. In my dream, I was a girl named Rachel who lived with four other girls, a mom named Jackie and five little children. The mom adopted all the children, except a girl named Melanie. And I was best friends with all the older girls. My name was Rachel and I went to a high school that was pretty fancy. Thats where I met "Dom", who is Dominic Monaghan (an actor), who is a rich kid dating a blonde supermodel named Amanada, who wants to be a musician. And he also lived in the building across from me. Thats where I met David (Nestor Carbonell), an overly religious man with a controlling personality. I fall for them both and they both fall for me, but of course there is complications. David leaves for Europe for a year and Dom moves away. But they both come back for the beginning of my senior year at high school. David is 26, so he doesn't go to school, but I see him moving back into his apartment. I see Dom in the cafeteria. Amanada broke up with him to date supermodel guys and she also shows up. An awkward look between the three of us happens, then we all part ways. Dom tries to ignore Amanda and her superficial bitchiness, but she shows up at his house and he agrees to take her back. Meanwhile, I go to visit David. Its pouring rain outside and when I walk inside his apartment, he looks upset. He shows me a picture of me and him with writing on it, basically saying I love him, which is something I tried to hide from him. We never used the L word, so he was acting odd. Then he got a phone call and ran off. I run into Dom on the stairs on my way out and he says it was nice seeing me. A little while later I get drunk with my best friends and my adopted mom Jackie (she is pretty much like the mom from Mean Girls, except with black hair and darker skin). I get a call from David and he asks me to come over, so I head over to his place. We end up having sex, then he starts acting like a complete asshole. Starts hitting me and telling me I have to listen to him. So I get up and run out the door and run directly into Dom who just broke up with Amanda. He doesn't ask me whats wrong, he just holds me in the lobby of the apartment building. Then we go into his apartment and we talk for a while. I tell him what happened and he tells me what I deserve better. We almost kiss, but then I leave because I don't wanna get hurt again. The next day I give myself a makeover. I dye my hair black, cut it shorter and get a sexy outfit. I show up at school and Dom sees me. He walks up to me and tells me he wants to be with me and kisses me in front of Amanda. I agree and we walk away holding hands. I rushed writing this, so its not very good, I know. But thats basically what happened.

Not sure what I'm gonna do today. My boyfriend is supposed to come over later, so I may get him to help me pick up groceries. Other than that, I'm thinking about playing more Super Mario World and watching more Doctor Who. :)

1 comment:

  1. I love all the new stuff you've bought. It looks awesome. But it sucks the second Evenstar necklace is broken! :( I hope you get a refund. Where do you find all this awesome stuff? I need to update my geek collection. I so want a replica 'The One' Ring. ♥ Hopefully I'll get a job soon so I can start buying awesome stuff! :3

    That dream is so detailed what you've written! I never ever remember my dreams. :( I wish I did.

    I love reading about your life. Seriously. I wish mine was more interesting haha!

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