Friday, February 8, 2013

i lie dead gone under red sky

♪♫ Them Bones - Alice In Chains

Being here (at my grandmother's) is so boring. I really want to go home, because I miss my boyfriend and my friends so much. I don't get to go out a whole lot. I just sit in the basement and watch TV and eat junk food. I'm gaining weight and its not helping my depression. I actually feel like I'm gonna feel so much better when I go home. I guess I took everything for granted, strangely. I can't wait to go home. Unfortunately I have over two weeks until I go home. :(

My boyfriend sent my Valentine's Day package and it should arrive on Monday. I'm so excited! I sent his card with a gift card earlier today. I just wish I could actually spend Valentine's Day with him. But when I do get to see him again, it will be so magical and lovely. Its true that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" because I'm missing him more and more everyday and its driving me crazy. I keep dreaming about seeing him. This sucks.

The only thing I really want to do before I go home, is get my eyebrow pierced. Its gonna cost $40, so hopefully I save up the money. I also need to get black tights and one of those spandex things that suck your stomach fat in (I've gotten a bit chubby and I bought a new dress that I don't want to look bad in...).

Before I forget: I got a hair cut today! I'm so much happier now that my hair is shorter, thinner and my bangs aren't super long. :D


Oh and TeamCoco is following me on Tumblr and they liked one of my posts! If you aren't familiar, its basically the official fan base for Conan O'Brien, whom I adore. I fangirled when I see it. ♥


I don't really have much else to talk about. I'm hoping to cheer up soon and be able to write more blogs. Winter + depression = fuck my life. :(

No comments:

Post a Comment