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Okay, so I've been cheating on Blogger with Tumblr. I've been writing most of my blogs there. And I almost forgot about this blog...
But I'm not deleting this blog. I love it too much. I'm gonna try to blog more. But if I fail, here is my Tumblr where I've been writing my personal stuff lately: zeppelingrrl.tumblr.com.
A brief summary of my last few weeks: realized that things with K was just lust. I wanted it to be more, but there was nothing there but pure physical attraction. I don't like his personality. So I ended it. And when I went camping last weekend, I finally admitted my feelings to my best friend Bj that I've had for a year. And to my surprise he felt the exact same way. We both didn't say anything because we didn't want to ruin the friendship and we were scared of rejection. But after wine and tequila, I had enough confidence to admit it to him.
He asked me out right away and I said yes! So now I'm dating my best friend and it feels so natural. It doesn't feel awkward at all. It just feels like I've been waiting for so long and finally I have what I wanted. I feel sparks and butterflies every time I'm around him. He is always saying and doing such sweet things. And we know each other so well from being best friends that everything feels so easy. I'm really happy. :)
I've had a bit of drama from a jealous bitch who can't stand my happiness. My boyfriend is one of her friends and I'm pretty sure she has the hots for him, because she lost it when I told her I was dating him. She called me "needy" and a "mooch", even though I'm nowhere near needy (her only reasoning is that I apparently talk about myself a lot...but thats only because I'm conceited and love talking about myself) and we've pretty much spent the same amount of money on each other. Bitches be crazy.
Thats about it for now. :3
Okay, so I've been cheating on Blogger with Tumblr. I've been writing most of my blogs there. And I almost forgot about this blog...
But I'm not deleting this blog. I love it too much. I'm gonna try to blog more. But if I fail, here is my Tumblr where I've been writing my personal stuff lately: zeppelingrrl.tumblr.com.
A brief summary of my last few weeks: realized that things with K was just lust. I wanted it to be more, but there was nothing there but pure physical attraction. I don't like his personality. So I ended it. And when I went camping last weekend, I finally admitted my feelings to my best friend Bj that I've had for a year. And to my surprise he felt the exact same way. We both didn't say anything because we didn't want to ruin the friendship and we were scared of rejection. But after wine and tequila, I had enough confidence to admit it to him.
He asked me out right away and I said yes! So now I'm dating my best friend and it feels so natural. It doesn't feel awkward at all. It just feels like I've been waiting for so long and finally I have what I wanted. I feel sparks and butterflies every time I'm around him. He is always saying and doing such sweet things. And we know each other so well from being best friends that everything feels so easy. I'm really happy. :)
I've had a bit of drama from a jealous bitch who can't stand my happiness. My boyfriend is one of her friends and I'm pretty sure she has the hots for him, because she lost it when I told her I was dating him. She called me "needy" and a "mooch", even though I'm nowhere near needy (her only reasoning is that I apparently talk about myself a lot...but thats only because I'm conceited and love talking about myself) and we've pretty much spent the same amount of money on each other. Bitches be crazy.
Thats about it for now. :3
Oh my gawd! People are so dumb. When me and Gary first started dating he was working and all his 'friends' (now ex-friends) said that I was using him for his money. :/ Um, sure. But he lost his job (no fault of his own) about 4 months ago and we're going to be celebrating our 7 month-aversery on the 25th so all those claims are clearly unfounded. I love him and I don't care about money. Anyway, I'm so happy that you're happy! Ignore those dumb bitches. ♥
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