♪♫ Red Stars - The Birthday Massacre
Things have been stressful lately. First of all, me and Garnet have been fighting. He keeps doing things that piss me off, like; using the entire bag of fries for one meal, using up the entire bag of pasta for one meal, getting extremely cranky and telling me off for no reason...and lots more. But I'm sure I've been doing things that piss him off too. So its even. For the past three days, its been a lot better. Hopefully it keeps going good...
The house has been a mess. We've tried cleaning it a few times, but it just goes back to a disaster again. I'm sick of it. The people who visit us, have no respect for this place. After I write this blog, I'm gonna clean the living room and the bathroom. Then make myself a poutine and watch a movie. Garnet is at work right now and I have no idea where Alycia is. So I guess I'm spending the night by myself. It'll be nice to have some alone time though.
I need to get a job, but I've been sick for two weeks. I wanna wait till I'm not sick, to pass out resumes. If this cough, sore throat and plugged up nose last for another week, I'm going to the clinic. I desperately need to get some money. I might have to go on Welfare for a little while until I find some work. Right now we only have approximately $50 for groceries. We might need to go to the food bank. Plus the cat has worms, so we need to get him de-wormed. I think that costs about $50. We just don't have enough money...
Garnet's birthday is in four days and mine is in exactly a month. I don't know if he gets money on his birthday, but I do. I get around $300 all together from family members. Because I do not like getting presents, I prefer money. Although, I think my grandmother is getting me an iPod...so I might only get $200 this year. Sadly, I'm gonna have to spend some of it on food. But at least $75 is for booze, cigarettes and cake. I wanna have an awesome birthday. Then for Christmas, I'll probably get another $300. But I usually get it a week before Christmas...so I'm gonna buy some Christmas gifts for people. Then get some egg nogg and rum for Christmas drinking. :D
I really hate living here. But I have nowhere else to go...so I have to stick with it. I hope things get better...
Things have been stressful lately. First of all, me and Garnet have been fighting. He keeps doing things that piss me off, like; using the entire bag of fries for one meal, using up the entire bag of pasta for one meal, getting extremely cranky and telling me off for no reason...and lots more. But I'm sure I've been doing things that piss him off too. So its even. For the past three days, its been a lot better. Hopefully it keeps going good...
The house has been a mess. We've tried cleaning it a few times, but it just goes back to a disaster again. I'm sick of it. The people who visit us, have no respect for this place. After I write this blog, I'm gonna clean the living room and the bathroom. Then make myself a poutine and watch a movie. Garnet is at work right now and I have no idea where Alycia is. So I guess I'm spending the night by myself. It'll be nice to have some alone time though.
I need to get a job, but I've been sick for two weeks. I wanna wait till I'm not sick, to pass out resumes. If this cough, sore throat and plugged up nose last for another week, I'm going to the clinic. I desperately need to get some money. I might have to go on Welfare for a little while until I find some work. Right now we only have approximately $50 for groceries. We might need to go to the food bank. Plus the cat has worms, so we need to get him de-wormed. I think that costs about $50. We just don't have enough money...
Garnet's birthday is in four days and mine is in exactly a month. I don't know if he gets money on his birthday, but I do. I get around $300 all together from family members. Because I do not like getting presents, I prefer money. Although, I think my grandmother is getting me an iPod...so I might only get $200 this year. Sadly, I'm gonna have to spend some of it on food. But at least $75 is for booze, cigarettes and cake. I wanna have an awesome birthday. Then for Christmas, I'll probably get another $300. But I usually get it a week before Christmas...so I'm gonna buy some Christmas gifts for people. Then get some egg nogg and rum for Christmas drinking. :D
I really hate living here. But I have nowhere else to go...so I have to stick with it. I hope things get better...
Hi Dee Dee
ReplyDeleteSounds like you are going through a bit of a rough patch. I know how horrible it is to have no money - its so boring and stressful. So stressful that it actually stops being stressful and it just becomes depressing. But you will get through this. I promise. Just get yourself some vitamin D - sit in the sun if thats possible and drink LOTS of water - flush it out of your system. And everything will be ok. =[ I hope your alright sweetheart, just hold in there!