♪♫ Schism - Tool
I've been at my grandmother's for a few days now. So far I'm still feeling depressed and anxious. A little more than I did before, because I miss my friends. I haven't really left the house either. We did go to Tim Horton's and Dairy Queen, then we got groceries. But thats about it. The best thing that happened so far was thanksgiving dinner. I love turkey, but I only get to eat it on holidays (because it takes so long to prepare). Not really sure what the plan is for the rest of the week. I hope I get outta the house...
Something that is really getting on my nerves, is my old best friend. She keeps harassing me, by leaving comments on my blog saying psycho stuff. She mostly accuses me of commenting on her blog. Some of my other favorites are; accusing me of stealing her mother and accusing me of trying to break up her and her boyfriend (I've never spoken to him in my life). I honestly have better things to do. I'm not a vengeful type of person. I just wanna be left alone. Because I'm trying to recover from anxiety and depression right now.
The only reason I'm not her friend anymore, is; I confronted her about talking behind my back. But instead of defending herself, she freaked out and tried to make herself look like the victim. Then I told her I was hurt by what she did and couldn't be friends with her anymore. So I blocked her on Facebook. But apparently that wasn't good enough...because she started texting Garnet and accusing me of a bunch of ridiculous stuff. Garnet didn't buy it though. He just laughed at how silly it sounded.
And ever since then, she has somehow found ways to contact me. Mostly through my blog. I hope that one day she'll finally fuck off. But I can only hope. She seems determined to annoy me. -.-
I've been at my grandmother's for a few days now. So far I'm still feeling depressed and anxious. A little more than I did before, because I miss my friends. I haven't really left the house either. We did go to Tim Horton's and Dairy Queen, then we got groceries. But thats about it. The best thing that happened so far was thanksgiving dinner. I love turkey, but I only get to eat it on holidays (because it takes so long to prepare). Not really sure what the plan is for the rest of the week. I hope I get outta the house...
Something that is really getting on my nerves, is my old best friend. She keeps harassing me, by leaving comments on my blog saying psycho stuff. She mostly accuses me of commenting on her blog. Some of my other favorites are; accusing me of stealing her mother and accusing me of trying to break up her and her boyfriend (I've never spoken to him in my life). I honestly have better things to do. I'm not a vengeful type of person. I just wanna be left alone. Because I'm trying to recover from anxiety and depression right now.
The only reason I'm not her friend anymore, is; I confronted her about talking behind my back. But instead of defending herself, she freaked out and tried to make herself look like the victim. Then I told her I was hurt by what she did and couldn't be friends with her anymore. So I blocked her on Facebook. But apparently that wasn't good enough...because she started texting Garnet and accusing me of a bunch of ridiculous stuff. Garnet didn't buy it though. He just laughed at how silly it sounded.
And ever since then, she has somehow found ways to contact me. Mostly through my blog. I hope that one day she'll finally fuck off. But I can only hope. She seems determined to annoy me. -.-
She is really, really pathetic. 'Stealing her mother' Um, say what now? :/ That doesn't even make sense! I saw the comments she wrote on here. She really is so so sad and I hope she does fuck off soon, before I jump on a plane to Canada and MAKE her fuck off. :/ She needs to move on and get a life.
ReplyDeleteI know where you're at with your depression/anxiety. My depression and anxiety has been particularly bad this week, because I've been making myself overly stressed about upcoming work deadlines and exams at school. It's difficult to take a step back and prioritize things when there is so many things that need to be done all at once. I've had a couple of panic attacks as a result. It makes me not want to come into class because I feel pressured, but I read that my attendance is 74% after 12 absences so I can't afford to miss any more or else I'll fail. :'(
I too will be going away for 5 days in Autumn break, to my Grandparents' 'retreat' in Scotland. Fresh air and nature. It's bound to do me some good! :)
♥ Love you lots girly! Keep your head up. :) ♥