♪♫ Bron-Y-Aur Stomp - Led Zeppelin
I haven't blogged in a bit, because a lot of things have been going on. I moved out of my mum's house and into Garnet's. I haven't been going to school, because of my anxiety and I have an appointment to get back on medication. I'm also trying to get into a tutorial program, so that I don't have to be in a regular high school. I hope it all works out, 'cause I'm really worried about everything.
Living at Garnet's has been really hard though. I don't feel comfortable yet and there are so many upsetting things happening. Garnet, Kara and Charlii are trying really hard to help me and comfort me...but so far, its only helped a little bit. I still feel pretty awful. My self esteem is extremely low and I don't have a whole lot of will power. I just wanna cry all the time and lay around, playing Tetris and smoking.
A few interesting things happened lately; Garnet got into a fight with some fucked up guy across the street, me and Kara got fucked over by our puzzles and we met a new friend named Jamie. And of course; the first episode of the seventh season of Supernatural aired yesterday. Me, Garnet and Kara are gonna watch it online tonight. We're getting nachos 'n cheese, pizza and Dr Pepper too. I can't wait. :)
I haven't blogged in a bit, because a lot of things have been going on. I moved out of my mum's house and into Garnet's. I haven't been going to school, because of my anxiety and I have an appointment to get back on medication. I'm also trying to get into a tutorial program, so that I don't have to be in a regular high school. I hope it all works out, 'cause I'm really worried about everything.
Living at Garnet's has been really hard though. I don't feel comfortable yet and there are so many upsetting things happening. Garnet, Kara and Charlii are trying really hard to help me and comfort me...but so far, its only helped a little bit. I still feel pretty awful. My self esteem is extremely low and I don't have a whole lot of will power. I just wanna cry all the time and lay around, playing Tetris and smoking.
A few interesting things happened lately; Garnet got into a fight with some fucked up guy across the street, me and Kara got fucked over by our puzzles and we met a new friend named Jamie. And of course; the first episode of the seventh season of Supernatural aired yesterday. Me, Garnet and Kara are gonna watch it online tonight. We're getting nachos 'n cheese, pizza and Dr Pepper too. I can't wait. :)
I don't know why, but whenever I'm in a shitty mood, I turn to God. No just kidding lmao. Fuck that. Anyway...I usually watch sad movies or light hearted stuff like Charlie Chaplin. Good ol' Charlie always puts a smile on my face. I hope you feel comfortable soon <3
ReplyDelete:( sorry to hear about your current situation *hug* - whenever i'm feeling anxious i get to listen to meditation mp3s to calm me down - or i just vent it out by talking it out with everyone i know ... i hope you feel better soon :(
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