Monday, August 29, 2011

a city without a soul

♪♫ The Wanderer - U2 ft. Johnny Cash

My weekend was a living hell. I don't even wanna get into the first thing that happened. It involves me getting hurt and a friendship ending. But thats all I wanna say. Its not something I'm ready to talk about. But its definitely bothering me a lot right now. I wish things were fixable. But sadly, I don't think they are. I think I'm just done with the hurt I've had to go through. Why do people have to be s horrible sometimes? They always seem so nice at first.

The day after that fucked up situation...I got robbed. All my money, my bus card, the change at the bottom of purse and my iPod were all stolen. I cried over the loss of my iPod. Even though its old and I was gonna buy a new one sometime in the next six months. I just don't have the money right now. Usually in December I get a few hundred dollars, because of my birthday and Christmas. So I'll just have to wait till then. This time, I'm making sure I have it with me at all times.

My friends were all very supportive and helpful. Some of them even told me they'd beat up the thief for me, when they find out who did it. I got a lot of hugs and people doing nice things for me. One of my friends even made me a delicious supper, which I really appreciated. I didn't eat all of it though. I had a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach because of what happened. I definitely lost a lot of faith in humanity...

I did have some good times this past weekend though. I got to play Mario with Megan, I got a slushie from the store, I got a piece of homemade birthday cake, etc. And since I've gotten home, I've been playing Legend of Zelda: Windwaker on my GameCube and attempting to eat a giant bag of Smartfood Popcorn...which is failing. I think if I eat any more...I'll throw up.

1 comment:

  1. Deidre; I will pray for you that you will be
    recompensed for your loss. The person who did
    that to you will never find peace unless they
    are able to be truly sorry for what they did.
    It may sound corny to you but God is still able
    and willing I believe to help, so expect it.
    I'm not perfect, none are, and I'm not
    talking about some stiff, starchy, self
    righteous religion here, there's far too much
    of that already in the world.

    Love Dad

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