Thursday, March 31, 2011

this is not our fate

♪♫ All Along The Watchtower - Jimi Hendrix

Today is moving day. I actually thought it was supposed to be yesterday, but its today. I'm sitting here, taking a break. Almost all my stuff is gone now. Just a few pieces of furniture and a few boxes are left. Its really depressing...I almost wanna cry. I've had to move around my whole life and I hate moving. I hate it with a passion. D:

In a few hours I'll be living on the other side of town...the side of town that I hate. The place where I used to live and I have tons of bad memories. Everyone I dislike lives there. I feel like I'm walking back into hell. I'm probably not gonna be able to sleep tonight. I'm gonna end up crying and listening to depressing music on my iPod all night.

At least I'll still be able to hangout with my friends. I'll probably spend every week day at Megan's. I honestly don't know what I'd do if I wasn't able to anymore. My friends keep me sane. Without them I'd be in a mental hospital or on a murder spree. I'm also gonna be smoking a bit more weed for at least a week. I need to relax and feel happy. I'm way too stressed out right now.

So, I obviously changed the layout. No, I didn't make it. The credits are on the bottom of the sidebar if you wanna know who did. I also deleted most of the people on my blogroll, 'cause most of them never spoke to me or never updated. If I deleted you and you still wanna be on the blogroll, let me know. As long as you start talking to me/update more often, otherwise you can forget it.

2 comments:

  1. Thanks<3 I love the hippie style. I want summer now!!! In Oslo we had the best spring weather so far last week, but then it started snowing again yesterday. Stupid weather!! Stupid Norway:P

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  2. Moving 12 times in one year back in 2007 was enough moving for my lifetime...and just the mention of moving (we're still living in his parent's upstairs...so that's inevitable that we'll have to move) makes me shrink inside myself a little more. I don't know what it is...probably because it's like unknown what the living sitchyation is gonna be like ...so I think I get where you're coming from. Not many of those 12 places were very savory to live at, fo sho. Just keep yo head up, and remember that some people don't have a roof over their heads at night, at least you'll be able to listen to music & smoke & just feel a little at peace, right? :D

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