Sunday, February 20, 2011

you're so fuckin beautiful

♪♫ Love You More - Eminem

I've had the best and worst week of my life. I can't even talk about most of what happened...

I did get drunk a lot. I've kinda been on a bender for a while. I haven't been eating anything for two weeks and I've lost ten pounds. I've also been chain smoking.

I get a few hours of sleep every night. My apartment is a huge mess. I haven't cleaned in two weeks. I just don't give a fuck.

I've practically been living at Megan's apartment.

And I fucked my best friend's boyfriend and for the life of me, I can't feel bad about it.

He doesn't feel bad either. And it wasn't a one time thing...

We're kinda "best friends who have sex"..

He left bruises all over my body. My neck is covered with hardcore bite marks.

I don't really wanna hear a bunch of shit about "you should have sex with someone you love" because I ruined that a long time ago. Fuck love and fuck relationships.

Meaningless sex with my best friend is way better. No strings attached..

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