many dreams come true

♪♫ Over The Hills And Far Away - Led Zeppelin

I'm sick with some sort of flu/cold, so I'm gonna write this quickly. It all started on Wednesday. I went to bed completely fine on Tuesday night, then woke up sick as hell on Wednesday. Its so strange. And no one else is sick. Just me. So I spent the day in bed. Feeling rather depressed and cranky. Matt helped me out, since I was too sick to do much of anything. But I was having internet withdrawal. Its weird to say. But yes...I'm quite sure I have an internet addiction. Because I felt like I was losing my mind without internet access. xD

On Thursday, I told Matt to go to Peer. I wanted time to myself. Even though I was too sick to do anything. I still wanted peace and quiet. To get some rest. Which I did. But eventually I became overwhelmingly bored, and my withdrawal came back. I felt like the baby from Eraserhead, LOL. So I decided to touch up my hair. I thought it would be a disaster, but it ended up being a good idea! The steam from the shower helped me breathe better! Also; Matt's mom was super nice and brought me stuff to help fight my flu/cold. :)


I relaxed for the rest of the day. Matt's parents were out all day, so Matt had to make supper for us. It actually turned out good, LOL. Then we relaxed and watched movies in bed. I think we passed out around 9:30 pm. We're like an old couple, haha. But yeah...I was woken up around 11:00 pm. Why? Because his parents came home drunk and had sex loudly (his mom also drunk texted me earlier in the evening). Ugh. So awkward. Good thing Matt was dead asleep. :P


Yesterday I woke up to Matt's mom and her friend chilling in the living room. I think she got the day off work for being "sick" (aka having a hangover). Anyways, I called my case manager about the extra $140 I'm supposed to get this month. Apparently I have to get the landlord to sign the paper. So I have to go and pick up a new form, then fill it out again. Ugh. Hopefully that'll be over with by the middle of next week. >.<

Also, I decided that I wanted internet bad enough. I was sick of waiting. So Matt and I got a taxi to the mall to set it up. It took a while, but it worked! Its $54.95 a month (taxes included), and its quite fast. Not Fibre OP though (which I originally wanted - but its too expensive). I'm switching to a cheaper phone plan to afford it every month ($10 instead of $50). Unfortunately, the technician can't come until the 25th. I'm gonna go crazy waiting for it. :(

I also got Matt's Valentine's card. Just a cute simple one. And we sat in Subway for a few hours to use their wifi. I tried tethering the internet from my phone to my computer...but I had no luck. Ugh. We also...very awkwardly...ran into my ex-boyfriend. My first love. The guy I lost my virginity to. We're still friends. But I can never shake the weird feeling I get when I see him. Matt looked pretty uncomfortable too. :/

Our night ended with TV shows. I passed out not long after they began, LOL. But I woke up at 4:00 am, feeling extremely sick. Its been happening ever since Wednesday. Same time every morning. Its creepy. Plus I had unexplainable scratch marks on my arm. The cats aren't allowed in the rooms at night...so what the fuck!? D:

Today has been alright so far. I'm feeling a tad bit better. I ate an entire meal for the first time in days, plus I got to watch new episodes of my favorite shows. It cheered me up. But I'm gonna go now. I've written this entire blog on my phone. I don't recommend doing it. It's so frustrating. -_-

Edit @ 10:13 pm: I got a cute, and somewhat funny picture of Matt and I cuddling with Dexter. He's warming up to me. Yay! ^_^