Thursday, January 30, 2014

won't you let me see you smile?

♪♫ Dear Prudence - The Beatles

No fancy intro for this blog. I'm getting straight to it; Sunday was...meh. As usual. But I did finally get around to cleaning the bedroom. I also watched Twin Peaks. Yeah...its been an ongoing marathon. I'm not complaining though. Its one of my favorite TV shows! Plus Matt loves it now. I win. :)

On Monday, Matt and I worked out our money for Valentine's Day. We only have enough money for cards. Which is fine. It's not all about material things anyways. I just wanna spend time with him. And plus; I've got a Subway gift card for our dinner! Anyways, the rest of my day was spent cleaning, watching TV and pigging out on junk food. Matt was at Peer for a while, which was nice for me. I love him...but I don't get a lot of alone time. And it's much needed, LOL. Also, I received my Harry Potter wand in the mail! It's so much better quality than my old one that broke. :D


Tuesday was pretty bland. I cleaned, pigged out on food, and watched TV again. And Matt went to Peer. I went to bed early for my appointment on Wednesday. But I kept waking up with hiccups and acid reflux. And going back to sleep was a challenge. Ugh. :(

I had to wake up at 7:00 am yesterday (it was the only time I could get a drive -_-). Matt's mom drove me to the Tim Horton's near the building where my appointment was gonna be at. But my appointment wasn't until 10:00 am...so I had a lot of time to kill. Which resulted in me buying breakfast and trying to reset my netbook to factory settings. But apparently I needed a charger for that. And Tim Horton's did not have an outlet. -_-

I had to walk down the road (in a fucking blizzard - I should add), and go into the mall. I only found one outlet. And it was placed rather out of the way. So I had to sit on the floor. Luckily, there wasn't many people there. But after a little while, a security guard told me that I wasn't allowed to use the outlet. I had already reset my netbook by that time. Stoke of luck, I suppose. So I just went into the Giant Tiger and looked around for a while. And I ended up buying four grey boxes with zebra print design on the inside, plus a few other things. :P

Apparently I had my appointment times all fucked up. Because when I got there at 10:00 am, I was told that my appointment wasn't until 1:30 pm. Ugh. But luckily (because of the blizzard), someone cancelled...so I got in early! And everything went well! Really well, actually...I'm allowed to move in with Matt and his parents and still keep my disability! As long as I have my own room and pay a portion of my check for rent. She explained all the rules and everything. She even suggested that I go to Peer (where my boyfriend goes). Its basically a place for people with mental disorders to hangout, make friends and talk to counsellors. She is way better than my last case manager. Also; my disability increases because of it. I will now get $559 instead of $419! :D

After that, I went to the TRC (Teen Resource Centre) to see Tara. Talk about a blast from the past! I haven't seen her in years! She was the youth counsellor that helped me get my own apartment when I was sixteen (that I moved out of when I was eighteen). Anyways...I wanted to speak with her, because I'm interested in becoming a youth counsellor (which I think I may have mentioned before). So she helped me figure out a bunch of stuff. The course is fourteen months long (I'm pretty sure), and quite expensive. But I'll be getting student loans, since I'm poor. xD

I somehow ended up back at the Giant Tiger after that. And I ended up spending $205 on groceries for Matt and his parents. I know they are struggling with money currently. They were so happy and grateful. It made me feel good. But I was an hour late getting home and my mum was pissed. Oh well, LOL. She can fuck off. I'm outta here soon anyways. Ha! So yeah...I also got two packages in the mail; a purple bubble backpack, and two rings (alien & skull) in a shell case. Sooo cute! Plus I downloaded some stuff. I ended my night by going to Matt's for pizza, cuddles and TV. :3


Today has been both frustrating and good. I've been...*TMI*...experiencing sexual dysfunction as a result of my medication. So I'm having it reduced. Intimacy is important to my relationship, and its upsetting me that its nearly non-existent right now. But on a more positive note...I ordered two more things online; a black choker/bracelet set, and a black choker with a ying yang charm. Turns out that I had extra money this month. ;D


That's pretty much it for now. I'll blog again soon! :)

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