Sunday, March 17, 2013

i wanna feel the metamorphosis

♪♫ Forty-Six & 2 - Tool

Right after my last blog, I got into an argument of sorts with my boyfriend's ex. We were all friends before I dated him and since I've started dating him, she has been rude to me and keeps trying to fight with me. This time she accused me of "stealing" other people's personalities and "trying" start fights with her and "threatening" her. But I didn't do any of those things, so I decided to block her and ignore her because she is obviously trying to make me angry and I'm not getting involved in her immature drama.

I decided that I only want positive people in my life. So I've deleted/blocked a few people on Facebook and Tumblr. I feel a lot better now. Life is already feeling so much more peaceful. In order to overcome my mental health issues, I need a positive environment. I no longer have the patience for anyone who wants to insult me, lie to me, back stab me, drag me into drama, try to start a fight, etc.

Friday was a good day. Except for the fact I slept in really late. But my boyfriend came over and we went to the grocery store to get munchies, then went to the movie theatre to see 21 & Over. It was pretty funny. We were gonna go to the bar afterwards, but we just decided to just walk around for a bit and hangout in front of my house. I couldn't sleep when I actually went inside, so I got bored and did a little bit of Alex DeLarge (A Clockwork Orange) cosplay. I didn't have a white shirt, suspenders and pants, so I just wore my Clockwork Orange shirt. They're by far my favorite pictures of myself.


Yesterday my boyfriend came over and we didn't have a solid plan, so I wasn't sure what we were gonna do. We ended up going to the corner store, then getting a bus to the grocery store and I bought some more stuff to put in my mini fridge. While at the grocery store, we decided to go to our friend's St. Patrick's Day party/our other friend's birthday party. So when we got back to my house, I dropped stuff off, grabbed a few things (including my bottle of Jack Daniels) and we got a taxi to the party.

The party was great at first. I met a few new people, including my friend's sister. I had some hilarious conversations. It was all great. Then some drunk asshole decided to start a fight with my friend. I don't know what it is with guys fighting when they're drunk. It was so stupid. They fought four times and people had to keep pulling them apart. Both of them tried leaving the party, but somehow decided to come back for more. After I left, apparently the douchebag's friend jumped my friend and he broke his hands and the cops showed up.

After I left, me and my boyfriend went to Subway and sat on the front steps of my house for a while. It was cold and a lot of drunk people walked by (I live close to a lot of bars), but I had a really good time. He was supposed to come over today, but he isn't feeling well, so I think I'm gonna clean my room or something. Tomorrow is the series premiere of Bates Motel and I'm super excited! I set my TV so it will record the episode and I'm gonna buy some munchies. :D

Also, my dad put $120 in my bank account (if you're reading this, thank you!) and I'm using some of it to take my boyfriend out for dinner (he takes me out for dinner all the time, so its the least I can do) and the rest of it is gonna be used to buy two new shirts (a David Lynch shirt & a Psycho shirt). I'm so excited! ^_^

1 comment:

  1. It sucks about that girl being so rude to you for dating her ex, wtf. I can't think of anything anymore immature, especially if you were friends with her before. It's good that you've blocked her though, it'll be good to be away from negativity. It's the best thing I did when I was going through all sorts of mental health issues last year. <3 And woah, I hope your friends hands heel soon! My friends recently broke her right hand, from what she's said, it's incredibly painful :(

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