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I started my medication the day after my last blog. I woke up at 10:00 am, took it, then fell asleep again. When I woke up at 2:00 pm, I had a euphoric feeling and felt kinda high. Both wore off around 5:00 pm, and I felt slightly nauseous, confused, loss of appetite, lots of energy and a generally happier mood. Everyday the bad side effects got better and better. I don't even feel nauseous now. One thing I do not like though and its causing me to get a new medication because its that bad. I don't care if this is too much information: the medication is causing me to have sexual problems. For one, I have a hard time just getting aroused. 2. It takes much longer to achieve an orgasm. 3. The orgasm is abnormal and delayed. Very strange feeling, I must say. So I'm gonna get something different on Tuesday when I see Doctor Who again (thats what I call my psychiatrist because he looks like David Tennant).
Other than that, I spend the rest of that day (Sunday) catching up on television shows and laying in bed, because I felt very sick the first day of my medication. Monday was much better. I was kinda high when my boyfriend came over and that caused him to laugh a whole lot. We went out for dinner, then spent time walking around uptown and revealing embarrassing secrets about ourselves. I've never been able to trust someone so much before, its amazing! We went out for coffee with his dad afterwards and spent a while outside my house, just talking. After he left, I went inside and prepared some munchies and watched the new episode of Bates Motel (new favorite show!). Also, I ordered some new stuff: two phone cases, a David Lynch shirt and a checkered skirt!
I don't remember what I did on Tuesday, so it couldn't have been very important. I think I just relaxed in bed all day and watched television. Oh I do remember one thing: I got a poutine and watched Ed Wood, which is now one of my favorite movies. Its so amazing! I'm kind of in love with the house from the opening scene. Johnny Depp is one of my favorite actors, not because I find him attractive, but because of the wide range of strange characters he plays. Just so great.
Wednesday was somewhat busy. BJ came over and we spent some time together, just cuddling and kissing. My Tool shirt came in the mail as well. I love it! Anyways, we went to the mall and I bought groceries, phone card, bus card and supper. It was a fun little adventure. He had to leave not long after we brought everything back to my house. I was kinda sad, but I had a fridge full of food and a new episode of Supernatural to watch (which was great). I also transferred money to my PayPal account so that I can buy the Psycho shirt I've been wanting for weeks.
Yesterday was kinda boring. The most exciting thing I did was walk to Subway and the store for my supper. Since I've started taking the medication, I've had a major loss of appetite and I've had to force myself to eat. Anyways, after my mom left for work I went out in the living room, laid back in the recliner with a comfy blanket and some munchies and watched three horror movies: Suspiria, Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things and Plan 9 From Outer Space. My favorite one was Suspiria. I love the beautiful colors and the interior of the ballet studio. I pretty much want to live there.
Today I'm gonna try to clean and re-arrange my room. I'm sick of where my bed is and I want change. I'm kinda excited! I also want to have a long relaxing bath and I wanna watch a couple movies. So I guess I'm gonna be busy tonight.
I started my medication the day after my last blog. I woke up at 10:00 am, took it, then fell asleep again. When I woke up at 2:00 pm, I had a euphoric feeling and felt kinda high. Both wore off around 5:00 pm, and I felt slightly nauseous, confused, loss of appetite, lots of energy and a generally happier mood. Everyday the bad side effects got better and better. I don't even feel nauseous now. One thing I do not like though and its causing me to get a new medication because its that bad. I don't care if this is too much information: the medication is causing me to have sexual problems. For one, I have a hard time just getting aroused. 2. It takes much longer to achieve an orgasm. 3. The orgasm is abnormal and delayed. Very strange feeling, I must say. So I'm gonna get something different on Tuesday when I see Doctor Who again (thats what I call my psychiatrist because he looks like David Tennant).
Other than that, I spend the rest of that day (Sunday) catching up on television shows and laying in bed, because I felt very sick the first day of my medication. Monday was much better. I was kinda high when my boyfriend came over and that caused him to laugh a whole lot. We went out for dinner, then spent time walking around uptown and revealing embarrassing secrets about ourselves. I've never been able to trust someone so much before, its amazing! We went out for coffee with his dad afterwards and spent a while outside my house, just talking. After he left, I went inside and prepared some munchies and watched the new episode of Bates Motel (new favorite show!). Also, I ordered some new stuff: two phone cases, a David Lynch shirt and a checkered skirt!
I don't remember what I did on Tuesday, so it couldn't have been very important. I think I just relaxed in bed all day and watched television. Oh I do remember one thing: I got a poutine and watched Ed Wood, which is now one of my favorite movies. Its so amazing! I'm kind of in love with the house from the opening scene. Johnny Depp is one of my favorite actors, not because I find him attractive, but because of the wide range of strange characters he plays. Just so great.
Wednesday was somewhat busy. BJ came over and we spent some time together, just cuddling and kissing. My Tool shirt came in the mail as well. I love it! Anyways, we went to the mall and I bought groceries, phone card, bus card and supper. It was a fun little adventure. He had to leave not long after we brought everything back to my house. I was kinda sad, but I had a fridge full of food and a new episode of Supernatural to watch (which was great). I also transferred money to my PayPal account so that I can buy the Psycho shirt I've been wanting for weeks.
Yesterday was kinda boring. The most exciting thing I did was walk to Subway and the store for my supper. Since I've started taking the medication, I've had a major loss of appetite and I've had to force myself to eat. Anyways, after my mom left for work I went out in the living room, laid back in the recliner with a comfy blanket and some munchies and watched three horror movies: Suspiria, Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things and Plan 9 From Outer Space. My favorite one was Suspiria. I love the beautiful colors and the interior of the ballet studio. I pretty much want to live there.
Today I'm gonna try to clean and re-arrange my room. I'm sick of where my bed is and I want change. I'm kinda excited! I also want to have a long relaxing bath and I wanna watch a couple movies. So I guess I'm gonna be busy tonight.
I love that Psycho shirt, lmao, too funny. I love shirts that say funny (but true, most of the time) things like that, I love the reactions people have as well when they see it and read it. Your Tool shirt is pretty sick, too. I love them!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear that your meds are giving you problems like they are, with the sexual stuff. There's nothing worse because that used to happen to me when I was on medication on and off through-out my teen years and then right as my boyfriend and I started going out, as well. It's just an uncomfortable side-effect that meds give you at times, it kind of makes you feel a little worthless too if it gets real bad. I hope your doctor can figure something out for you because that's such a drag, dude! :( *hugs* other than that side effect, I'm glad the other things are going away and you don't feel nauseated anymore. I hate that feeling myself, no one likes to feel nauseated!
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ReplyDeleteAww I love checkered things *-* :D the skirt is so nice :)
Oh :( the thing with the meds is a really stupid thing! I hope you'll become better q.q But please don't feel nauseated! Good luck x3
Anesa