a distant bell and stars that fell

♪♫ I Remember You - Slim Whitman

I changed the layout again. Its actually pretty much the same as my Tumblr layout. I liked it so much, I decided to use it twice! I found the background somewhere on Google images, the title was made with Photoscape and I chose the colors green and blue, because they are my favorites. I'm probably gonna keep this one for a while. I love it. ^_^

The day after my last blog, was quite busy. I went shopping for half the day. I ended up getting a bunch of awesome stuff: five more pairs of Halloween socks, skeleton gloves and a bowler hat (its my Clockwork Orange hat!). I also got things that aren't in the picture: orange nail polish, dark blue sparkly nail polish, lady products, hair products, junk food, cigarettes and KFC.

new halloween stuff!
Everything in the picture was less than ten dollars all together!
After shopping, I went down to Megan's to see everyone. There was a lot of people there that night. Including BJ's ex girlfriend Sam. We actually get along pretty good. I thought it would be awkward, but it wasn't. I like talking to her. BJ showed up after work for a little while, which was awesome. It was a good time overall. I slept in Nathaniel's bed (he slept on the couch). Then I left in the early afternoon, after hanging out with Megan for a little bit.

On my way home, my mom wanted me to stop at the grocery store for her. So I got off the bus at the mall...and thats when I seen cuntface. Standing outside Wal-Mart, having a cigarette, looking smug...I instantly felt angry. I waited to see if she would notice me, but she didn't. So I went inside to get the groceries. I was so angry that I had trouble concentrating. When I went back outside to catch the bus, she was gone.

On the bus, I ran into cuntface's ex boyfriend. I had a quick chat with him. I asked him how to get rid of her, because she is annoying. He seemed surprised by the fact I was in a fight with her. He told me just to ignore her. I told him I was already doing that. Not much more was said. I went home, had a big bowl of chilli with Tostitos and watched Supernatural.

Yesterday, I woke up to a shit show. My boyfriend texted me and asked if I sent cuntface some anonymous messages on Tumblr. I didn't and I told him that. I went on cuntface's Tumblr and someone pretended to be me and messaged her some awful nasty messages. She thought they were me and she had even more nasty replies. Calling me every name she could think of, throwing everything possible in my face, doing anything to make me look bad, basically.

I immediately felt a headache coming on. I didn't send those messages and now I had to deal with cuntface harassing me. Then her best friend messaged me. What her best friend said was worse. I got called a whore, disgusting, stupid, useless, insane...and lots more. I cried. I broke down instantly and just cried. I felt like I was never gonna get rid of these crazy bitches. I never did anything to them and they hate me (everyone is certain its because cuntface has had feelings for my boyfriend for a long time & he doesn't want her).

I called my best friend Kara and cried, which made her cry. We both cried for half an hour and I vented about how awful I felt. Then, when I got off the phone, I texted BJ and got really mad at him for not sticking up for me. I told him I felt like I wanted to die and I hated myself. I was crying the whole time. That caused him to get really upset. He cried, thinking I was going to break up with him. Then he called cuntface's best friend and yelled at her until he cried. He is not used to confronting people and getting angry, so it was difficult for him. He is really passive-aggressive, usually. But because of me, he is slowly learning to be aggressive.

I went to see him after a few hours, and we had a really good talk. I told him that I would never break up with him because I love him too much and he is my other half. He told me that he is going to fix things and get the bitches off my back (for the most part). He still seemed sad though. I was too. But we were happy that things between us were okay. We had a few smokes, some passionate kisses, then I left and went to Garnet's.

Garnet left not long after I got there. So I hungout with his brother Adam. I actually had a good time. We had some awesome conversations and I helped him hang up posters on the wall. Plus we read some Creepy Pasta stories. I didn't get to sleep until after 4:00 am, because their dad was drunk and came into their apartment. He kept going on about stuff that made no sense and he couldn't really walk. Really annoying. -_-

Kara showed up in the morning to see me, but I was sleeping. I'm kinda sad I missed hanging out with her, but I'm sure I'll see her in a few days. Anyways, after I woke up, I got a bus home. Since then, I've been piggin' out on food and watching TV.

Edit: A few days after writing this blog, I received a Halloween package from my grandmother.

my halloween package
Body parts candy, coffin box, two fake candles, newspaper clippings, skull bracelet, coffin necklace, adhesive nails, Reese Minis, Reese Cups, Tic Tacs and lots of random candy.