Saturday, July 21, 2012

i don't care as long as you're mine

♪♫ Slutgarden - Marilyn Manson

Yesterday was a pretty awesome day. I woke up early (which fucking sucked) and got ready to go to my dad's. Along the way we stopped to pick up my shirt at the tailors and get some food at the grocery store. The shirt turned out exactly how I wanted it...except its way too big. So I think I need to get it altered again.


When I got to my dad's, we headed downtown right away. We were only walking around for an hour and a half, but it felt like an entire day. I had period cramps, I was breaking in new shoes and the heat was ridiculous. But I did manage to buy some pretty awesome shit (The Munsters shirt, anarchy socks & a skull bandanna).


After shopping, we went back to his place and he left to get us KFC for supper. Then we watched Youtube videos, Stephen King movies and Breaking Bad episodes. It was a pretty great night. However, sleeping didn't go so great. I ended up having the same re-occurring dream that I've been having for over a year. Its about someone that I badly hurt and I finally snapped. I decided to cancel going to Shakespeare By The Sea and instead; I wrote a six paragraph apology and sent it to the person via Facebook. I hope the dream stops. I swear, I have that dream at least once a week. :(

Ever since then, I've been listening to music and downloading music. I'm also having awful cigarette cravings. I've been smoke free for a month and I don't think I can do it any longer. I need a cigarette. So fucking badly. Oh and I'm really homesick. I miss my friends so much. Its killing me.

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