♪♫ How The Gods Kill - Danzig
After I wrote my last blog, I went to bed a few hours later and had a fucked up dream. It was about Nick. In my dream everyone he knew was there, saying goodbye (he passed away over a year ago). I took him aside and asked him if I could speak to him. So we went for a drive. I told him how hard its been without him and how I miss him. I also told him how I've been afraid to move on, because I don't wanna forget him. Then he took my hand and told me he'll always be here. But I also knew that he wanted me to move on. So he dropped me off at a house. I was crying. He smiled, waved and drove off. The dream really upset me, but it helped me realize I need to move on. I ended up cleaning my room the entire day when I woke up...to get my mind off of it. :(
The next day, me and my mum went to Topps for supper (poutine & banana cream pie!). But I started getting horrible cramps, so we went home, I took Tylenol and went to bed. I couldn't sleep though...so I went on Facebook and watched That 70s Show. But my hormones made me so emotional that I cried for no reason whatsover. Sometimes I hate being a woman. But listening to Led Zeppelin cheered me up a whole lot. :D
Yesterday I went shopping with Kara. I had $40 and I bought pins, a bracelet, nerdy glasses, a chicken bowl and liquor. I have $6 left for Subway later today. Anyways...after shopping, me and Kara went to Garnet's to drink. We had vodka and orange juice, yum! It was a fun time. We talked about random stuff, listened to music, wore our nerd glasses (Kara bought a pair too) and turned off the lights to see our glow stick jewellery. Alycia, Shayne and Sean ended up showing up for ten minutes...until Garnet's dad came home and kicked everyone out. Kara went home, Sean went somewheres (not sure where), so me, Alycia and Shayne went to the beach for a bonfire. It was my first bonfire of the year!
By the time I got back to Garnet's, I sobered up. I had the apartment to myself, so I watched the season finale of Pretty Little Liars and the new episode of Supernatural. Both of 'em blew my mind! Then Garnet came home and we cuddled and spent time together...until his dad came upstairs drunk and freaked out at me. I cried. But Garnet fixed it. So its all good now. :D
I had another fucked up dream last night as well...in my dream, Garnet got kidnapped by an Arabian mob, I was a hunter (a Supernatural type hunter) and also an assassin. So I was trying to save him, whilst wearing a slutty little red dress, high heels and a bunch of crazy guns. It was pretty bad ass. But yeah...thats pretty much it. After this, I'm going to catch a bus, going to Subway, then going home. ^_^
pictures from last night
After I wrote my last blog, I went to bed a few hours later and had a fucked up dream. It was about Nick. In my dream everyone he knew was there, saying goodbye (he passed away over a year ago). I took him aside and asked him if I could speak to him. So we went for a drive. I told him how hard its been without him and how I miss him. I also told him how I've been afraid to move on, because I don't wanna forget him. Then he took my hand and told me he'll always be here. But I also knew that he wanted me to move on. So he dropped me off at a house. I was crying. He smiled, waved and drove off. The dream really upset me, but it helped me realize I need to move on. I ended up cleaning my room the entire day when I woke up...to get my mind off of it. :(
The next day, me and my mum went to Topps for supper (poutine & banana cream pie!). But I started getting horrible cramps, so we went home, I took Tylenol and went to bed. I couldn't sleep though...so I went on Facebook and watched That 70s Show. But my hormones made me so emotional that I cried for no reason whatsover. Sometimes I hate being a woman. But listening to Led Zeppelin cheered me up a whole lot. :D
Yesterday I went shopping with Kara. I had $40 and I bought pins, a bracelet, nerdy glasses, a chicken bowl and liquor. I have $6 left for Subway later today. Anyways...after shopping, me and Kara went to Garnet's to drink. We had vodka and orange juice, yum! It was a fun time. We talked about random stuff, listened to music, wore our nerd glasses (Kara bought a pair too) and turned off the lights to see our glow stick jewellery. Alycia, Shayne and Sean ended up showing up for ten minutes...until Garnet's dad came home and kicked everyone out. Kara went home, Sean went somewheres (not sure where), so me, Alycia and Shayne went to the beach for a bonfire. It was my first bonfire of the year!
By the time I got back to Garnet's, I sobered up. I had the apartment to myself, so I watched the season finale of Pretty Little Liars and the new episode of Supernatural. Both of 'em blew my mind! Then Garnet came home and we cuddled and spent time together...until his dad came upstairs drunk and freaked out at me. I cried. But Garnet fixed it. So its all good now. :D
I had another fucked up dream last night as well...in my dream, Garnet got kidnapped by an Arabian mob, I was a hunter (a Supernatural type hunter) and also an assassin. So I was trying to save him, whilst wearing a slutty little red dress, high heels and a bunch of crazy guns. It was pretty bad ass. But yeah...thats pretty much it. After this, I'm going to catch a bus, going to Subway, then going home. ^_^





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