Sunday, November 27, 2011

turn out the lights

♪♫ When The Music's Over - The Doors

Yesterday was an amazing, terrible and very exhausting day. It started out early in the morning when I was packing. Me and Garnet were already not speaking, because he takes his anger out on me and I told him I don't like it. Then he overheard me and Kara speaking about how he treats me bad and she doesn't feel he appreciates the things we do for him. So he got out of bed, called me a bitch and yelled at me (I couldn't really hear half of what he said). I tried to ignore it, but I ended up crying pretty badly. Kara says none of it is my fault. He is the one who is hurting me. But sometimes I feel like its all my fault.

Hopefully me and him will be talking again in the next week. I can't stand people hating me and he is supposed to be my best friend. I miss him a lot. I just wish he would treat me better. I know that I'm kind of a pushover sometimes and its easy for people to take advantage of me and take their anger out on me...but they shouldn't...because it really hurts me. We've had other fights before (every best friend does!) and we made up after a few days. So I'm hopeful that things will be back to normal soon. ^_^

Anyways, after I packed, got a taxi and arrived at my mum's...she informed me we would be shopping all day. We started out at the bank, so she could get money. Then we went to the dollar store to get some small items (chocolate bars, water, decorations, etc), then we went to Wal-Mart...which was the biggest shopping trip of the day. My mum bought me; a fuzzy robe, fuzzy slippers, a purse, twelve pairs of socks, seven pairs of panties, seven bras, two pairs of pajama pants, a ton of necessities (body wash, tampons, deodorant, etc), a box of Turtles chocolates and a few more things for my mum and step dad. My mum told me it was my Christmas gifts. I'm so happy. :D

After we dropped all the stuff off at home, we went to Olsen's (a meat and produce store) and got a hundred dollar meat order, potatoes, cheese bagels, bananas and chicken. We have enough meat to last us an entire month. All we need is turkey now. Anyways, we got a taxi home and put the food away. Then...once again...we went out. This time, my mum wanted to see a movie. I tried for an hour to convince her to see The Muppets, but she was determined to see Breaking Dawn Part 1. So I got some chilli cheese nachos at Wendy's...then we went to see the movie. I didn't like it a whole lot.

After the movie, we went to get some more groceries (fries, gravy, Turtles ice cream, cheese, juice, etc). Then, for the last time, we went home. And I crashed into my comfortable bed and had a very awesome sleep. I just woke up a few hours ago. I haven't had breakfast yet and I'm starving...so I'm gonna go make something to eat. :)

Oh and I'm gonna change the layout later today. Its gonna be an awesome Christmas theme!

Edit (November 28th, 2011 @ 7:28 am): I made a new Christmas wishlist. Here it is...

» Gamecube games (I really want Mario Kart: Double Dash & Harvest Moon).
» Cell phone holder (preferably green).
» 20 dollar phone card (fifteen for texting, five for a ringtone).
» Harry Potter complete DVD series (they wont be selling them anymore after Christmas).
» Boy Meets World seasons 5 - 7 (I already have 1 - 4).
» Three pairs of pajama pants (I already have four, I wanna have seven).
» A box of Turtles (I already got one, but I want more).
» iPod or MP3 player. (my iPod got stolen a while ago).
» Portable DVD player (so I can watch movies in bed).

With my other birthday money I'm getting my ID, a quart of Jack Daniels, a pack of smokes, Kara's birthday gift, Subway and saving fifteen dollars for my taxi home.

Yes, I budget my Christmas and Birthday money. I'm a weirdo. :)

P.S. Happy birthday Robyn! ^_^

2 comments:

  1. Hey Sweetie! Was just dropping by to return comments! Cute blog you have here! (:

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  2. so many things happened to you~ at first it was frustrating to read about the shouting and all but i'm happy that you enjoy the xmas shopping ^^ wahhh, so many xmas and bday list! i hope you get them all XD and i really love your layout! it's beautiful!

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