♪♫ Take Her Out - Alice In Chains
I'm writing this blog from my boyfriend's house and honestly I'm a little paranoid about it. No one in my offline life knows about my blog (except for my dear best friend of eight years; Robyn ♥). Its really nice to have my own private space where I can rant and talk about anything I want...with no fear of people I know judging me. Right after I write this, I'm deleting his laptop history for today. I can't take any chances...
So anyways, I arrived here yesterday. Even though it took me forever, because I woke up late and missed my bus. But yeah...Robyn and Kara were here for a bit when I got here, but they had to leave (to babysit Robyn's little sister). So me and Garnet chilled on the patio for a bit, then went to Amanda's house. I was a little pissed because he ended up getting called into work (I know its not his fault). So he left and I had to chill by myself for a while.
His creepy cousin Jordan showed up after a while. I felt pretty awkward the whole time. I was pretty glad when Ben showed up, because Jordan left. Then me and Ben just chilled, smoked and talked for a while. We tried really hard to get a hold of Shayne and eventually we did. He showed up drunk, which was pretty funny.
When Garnet got home from work, everyone left. I ate the pizza he brought me (thank you babe!) and we waited for his money to be deposited into his bank account. Then around 4am, we called a cab and went to; the bank, the grocery store (we got $200 worth of groceries, yum!) and the gas station to get smokes. Then went home. It was pretty funny, because Brad came with us and we were all so overtired that we just kept laughing.
I didn't get to bed till probably around 8am (I slept overnight at my boyfriend's house). Which reminds me...I've figured something out; I have a sleep disorder. To be specific, this one: Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome. It describes what I have perfectly. There is no way I don't have it. But also; I refuse to take any medication for it. I don't believe in medicine. Only therapy, home remedies and native healing rituals. I'm gonna go see the doctor soon and see if I can start therapy. I need to get a normal sleeping schedule before school starts in the fall.
I'm writing this blog from my boyfriend's house and honestly I'm a little paranoid about it. No one in my offline life knows about my blog (except for my dear best friend of eight years; Robyn ♥). Its really nice to have my own private space where I can rant and talk about anything I want...with no fear of people I know judging me. Right after I write this, I'm deleting his laptop history for today. I can't take any chances...
So anyways, I arrived here yesterday. Even though it took me forever, because I woke up late and missed my bus. But yeah...Robyn and Kara were here for a bit when I got here, but they had to leave (to babysit Robyn's little sister). So me and Garnet chilled on the patio for a bit, then went to Amanda's house. I was a little pissed because he ended up getting called into work (I know its not his fault). So he left and I had to chill by myself for a while.
His creepy cousin Jordan showed up after a while. I felt pretty awkward the whole time. I was pretty glad when Ben showed up, because Jordan left. Then me and Ben just chilled, smoked and talked for a while. We tried really hard to get a hold of Shayne and eventually we did. He showed up drunk, which was pretty funny.
When Garnet got home from work, everyone left. I ate the pizza he brought me (thank you babe!) and we waited for his money to be deposited into his bank account. Then around 4am, we called a cab and went to; the bank, the grocery store (we got $200 worth of groceries, yum!) and the gas station to get smokes. Then went home. It was pretty funny, because Brad came with us and we were all so overtired that we just kept laughing.
I didn't get to bed till probably around 8am (I slept overnight at my boyfriend's house). Which reminds me...I've figured something out; I have a sleep disorder. To be specific, this one: Delayed Sleep Phase Syndrome. It describes what I have perfectly. There is no way I don't have it. But also; I refuse to take any medication for it. I don't believe in medicine. Only therapy, home remedies and native healing rituals. I'm gonna go see the doctor soon and see if I can start therapy. I need to get a normal sleeping schedule before school starts in the fall.
I think I have some sort of sleeping disorder too. I can't sleep for more than like 2 hours straight. It sucks.... :/
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