i remember those few nights

♪♫ Little Moon - First Aid Kit

Good Morning! Its been a long time since I said that. Usually I'm asleep during the morning. But I've got my sleeping schedule almost back to normal now. It feels really good to be awake this early. The sun is shining and I had a delicious breakfast! I also spent quite a while updating. I changed the 'at the moment' pixels and added sub-pages on the 'author' page. Check it out! And of course; let me know what you think! :D

I need to get this outta my system; Harry Potter was fucking amazing! It was by far the best Harry Potter movie. I was completely satisfied with the ending. I had tears in my eyes, not gonna lie. But I'm super depressed that its over now. No more Harry Potter books...no more movies. I'll have to survive on fan fiction. Ugh...its so hard to believe that its been ten whole years since I read the first book. I was just a dorky eight year old girl when I discovered a magical world and fell in love. ♥

The outfit I wore
My Gryffindor scarf that I've had since I was thirteen, my wand that I got last year and a Gryffindor crest sticker on my sweater.
Now I'm gonna do a blog challenge; twelve icons that represent me. I did it once before, if you wanna see it click here! All those ones still represent me. My objective this time around, is to come up with twelve different ones. It was a bit tricky, but I did it. So here you go...

I have Peter Pan syndrome. I never wanna grow up. I swear I'm a ten year old trapped in an eighteen year old's body. I love pajamas, I love cartoons, I love toys, I love candy and I love using my imagination. I can see it now...when I have kids, I'm gonna be the 'fun' parent. I just can't help it. I'm a kid at heart. One of my childhood obsessions is witches. When I was a kid, I was convinced I was a witch. I had a witch costume that I wore everywhere. One time I even tried to jump off my grandmother's patio with a broomstick, because I thought I could fly. Thankfully my mum caught me just in time.

Every night, I have the most vivid and intense dreams. They almost feel real. And I never have nightmares. They're always really interesting and usually quite awesome. Most times, I write down my dreams and turn them into stories. My favorite one is the story I wrote about Kellie Watson. I don't actually have a name for it. Its a story about a witch and her family. Anyways, the point is...I spend more than half my day thinking about my dreams. Mostly trying to analyze them, but also thinking about how lovely they are. I'm always off in a dream world...


I used to be a city girl. But now I love the country. Although, I still love to look at the city lights at night. Nature has won my heart. One of my dreams is to own a ranch. I wanna wear my cowboy hat, cowboy boots and ride horses. I want to own a black horse and name her Mila. I also wanna visit Texas really badly. Not even kidding; I would wear my cowboy hat the whole time I was there. And I'd probably pretend I was in an old west movie. It would be an amazing time. I'd never wanna leave.


If you wanna get along with me, you have to embrace my sarcasm. I've pretty much sarcastic all the time. Sadly, some people don't understand it...like my mum. She just gets mad and frustrated. I'm always kidding. I'm the least serious person you'll ever meet. Life is too short to be serious! I get a pretty big kick outta the fact that most people I hate, don't understand my humor. I also tend to make jokes whenever I feel uncomfortable.



I love rock 'n roll, so put another dime in the jukebox baby! Thats right. Fuck mainstream pop. Any idiot can turn on a radio and declare their love for a overplayed song by an artist who has no talent whatsoever. I prefer meaningful music. Music with genius lyrics. Yes, I'm talking about Led Zeppelin, The Doors, Johnny Cash, etc. A few months ago my cousin said to me: "Shouldn't you be listening to the Jonas Brothers or something? Everyone else your age does." The answer is: fuck no. I'd rather stick a rusty spoon in my eye. I like good music thanks. Not to diss everything on the radio. I do love Eminem, P!nk and a few others.

I've been through so much shit in my life, that I've become fearless. I'm no longer scared of being hurt. I suffered from depression for years of my life and now I'm finally happy. I have finally conquered my fears and pushed my self esteem way up. I'm not letting anyone stop me or slow me down. I'm gonna reach my goals and achieve my dreams. I've never been more motivated or determined in my life. The thing that I'm most motivated for, is graduating. I can't wait to get that diploma!


Traveling is one of my favorite things to do. Although...I haven't really got to do it very much. I've only been around to a few provinces and Maine in the US. My mum told me that sometime in the next couple of years, shes taking me to Harry Potter world in Orlando! We're gonna stay with my uncle Steven who leaves near Orlando. Hes gonna let us stay for free and drive us around! In the distant future, I really wanna go to New Zealand and Texas! I wanna go to New Zealand to get the tour of the Lord of the Rings set. I especially wanna see Mount Sunday. I already explained why I wanna go to Texas.

I'm a proud Ravenclaw! I've taken a ton of quizzes and I've always gotten Ravenclaw. It does describe me pretty well...I am smart and I do pride myself on that fact. I'm not the smartest person ever, but I am smart. I enjoy reading, learning, school...I'm a nerd, I know. But its me. It really is. And I also love the Ravenclaw crest. I desperately wanna get a scarf with the crest on it. I'm probably gonna have to order it though. I don't think they sell them anywhere around here...unfortunately.


This is actually one of my favorite icons. I'm pretty sure its supposed to be Ginny Weasley, but I could be wrong. Anways, Ginny Weasley has always been my favorite Harry Potter character. When I was in elementary school, me and all my friends used to play Harry Potter in the school yard. I was always Ginny, Taylor was always Hermione and Brandon was always Ron. We made him be Ron, because he was a redhead, haha! I remember the song 'Jimmy Crack Corn'. It was a song the slaves used to sing down in the US. My friends changed it to 'Ginny Crack Corn' and from then on, they called me Ginny.

I'm far from innocent. A lot of people think I'm really sweet...for some odd reason. I drink, I smoke, I'm not a virgin, I've broken the law many times, etc. When I was sixteen I started dating a guy who was a goody good and to impress him; I stopped doing everything bad. I tried to act like a goody good. But eventually I came to my senses. Being bad feels so good. Its fun. You only live once right? So why not? I love being crazy and wild. I love partying. Its so much fun. I'll never regret it!



I'm a shopping addict. Spending money is one of my passions. I remember Robyn telling me that one time she had to 'surgically remove me from a pair of pants that I wanted', lmao! My favorite thing to buy is clothes. And luckily I'm getting $300 for new clothes in August. I'm sooo excited! Also, this Friday I'm getting $50. I'm buying some books and Harry Potter merchandise! I would live at the mall if it were possible! As far as favorite stores go, I'd say mine are; Indigo (book store), Claire's (accessories store) and HMV (movies, games, cds, etc).


I love this quote and I love the movie Rent. Its so true. Don't regret anything you do, no matter how horrible it was. It was a learning experience. After all, we all make mistakes. We're only human. Everyone fucks up. Unfortunately life didn't come with a set of instructions. So we're all pretty much just wingin' it. Never feel ashamed of anything you did. Everything happens for a reason. I used to think I was a bad person because of things that I did, but then I realized I needed to forget regret. Just live your life.


If you wanna do this blog challenge, I encourage you! Its quite fun and time consuming. Its really good to do when you're bored! If you wanna find icons, just go to Google and search 'xanga icons', 'livejournal icons' or just 'icons'. You don't have to write a paragraph either. Just a brief description will do. Enjoy!