♪♫ Down In A Hole - Alice In Chains
I've had a pretty crazy weekend. It was both amazing and terrible. I'll start on Saturday...I went to Garnet's around 5pm. I started drinking Vex On The Beach as I waited for Kara to show up. It was getting late and she wasn't there yet, so I messaged her on Facebook. As it turns out, she had the days mixed up and thought we were drinking the next day...fuck. So me and Garnet invited Megan and Cj to hangout and drink.
When they arrived, we all decided to have a bonfire. So we got some blankets, marshmallows, hot dogs, goldfish crackers, cigarettes, liquor and wood. The guys headed to the beach, while me and Megan went to her house for a minute to grab some things. By the time we got to the beach, the guys had the fire started and the blankets set out for us. Then we started drinking (Vex On The Beach and Goldschläger) and roasting marshmallows & hot dogs.
We played the drinking game 'I never', which got me pretty drunk. I had to eat a ton of gold fish crackers to get rid of the taste of alcohol in my mouth, haha. But anyways, I had a really awesome time with Megan and Cj. But after they left...it was a different story...
Garnet likes me...and he was telling me how he feels about me. He was pretty drunk, so he was slurring almost everything he said...but I still got the point. He thinks I'm beautiful, smart, kind, wonderful, amazing, etc. For some reason I ended up having a panic attack. Not sure why...but the scariest part of the whole situation, is that I don't remember the panic attack. I blacked out. Garnet told me that I was freaking out and telling him that I was in a dream. So apparently he kissed me to calm me down. I don't know if it worked, 'cause I don't remember. But he kissed me after I blacked out...and was feeling shaken up from not remembering.
Anyways...the next day I woke up and Kara showed up. So we decided to have a BBQ and watch some movies. But our plans failed, 'cause the BBQ wasn't working. So Garnet had to put the food in the oven. We ate our food and watched part of Walk Hard: The Dewey Cox Story (most hilarious movie ever). Me and Kara went for a walk to her house, then back to Garnet's. We had a pretty good girl talk...thankfully (I really needed it). When we got back to Garnet's, Kara ended up peeling to Matt's.
So me and Garnet continued watching Walk Hard and I had a battle with a mosquito (it was winning for a while, until I killed it with the fly swatter), then Paul called him and asked if we wanted to go on a journey a few hours out of the city. So he picked us up and we headed off.
The journey was long. We listened to the radio, smoked and talked. I had a pretty awesome time until me and Garnet got into a silly little fight (we made up a few hours later). Halfway back home it started to rain and there was thunder & lightening. It was pretty fucking creepy. Especially on a pitch black highway. Anyways, Garnet ended up having a bit of a panic attack before we got home, so I comforted him and told him it was gonna be okay...
We went back to his house and chilled out. We got halfway through watching Insidious when I fell asleep. I ended up having another fucked up dream about being pregnant. I think subconsciously I want to be a mother or something...
I've spent most of today playing Family Feud on Facebook and watching Lord of the Rings. Oh how I love my life. ♥
Happy birthday mom! ♥
P.S. I don't think I've ever had this many tags in one post. ^_^
I've had a pretty crazy weekend. It was both amazing and terrible. I'll start on Saturday...I went to Garnet's around 5pm. I started drinking Vex On The Beach as I waited for Kara to show up. It was getting late and she wasn't there yet, so I messaged her on Facebook. As it turns out, she had the days mixed up and thought we were drinking the next day...fuck. So me and Garnet invited Megan and Cj to hangout and drink.
When they arrived, we all decided to have a bonfire. So we got some blankets, marshmallows, hot dogs, goldfish crackers, cigarettes, liquor and wood. The guys headed to the beach, while me and Megan went to her house for a minute to grab some things. By the time we got to the beach, the guys had the fire started and the blankets set out for us. Then we started drinking (Vex On The Beach and Goldschläger) and roasting marshmallows & hot dogs.
We played the drinking game 'I never', which got me pretty drunk. I had to eat a ton of gold fish crackers to get rid of the taste of alcohol in my mouth, haha. But anyways, I had a really awesome time with Megan and Cj. But after they left...it was a different story...
Garnet likes me...and he was telling me how he feels about me. He was pretty drunk, so he was slurring almost everything he said...but I still got the point. He thinks I'm beautiful, smart, kind, wonderful, amazing, etc. For some reason I ended up having a panic attack. Not sure why...but the scariest part of the whole situation, is that I don't remember the panic attack. I blacked out. Garnet told me that I was freaking out and telling him that I was in a dream. So apparently he kissed me to calm me down. I don't know if it worked, 'cause I don't remember. But he kissed me after I blacked out...and was feeling shaken up from not remembering.
Anyways...the next day I woke up and Kara showed up. So we decided to have a BBQ and watch some movies. But our plans failed, 'cause the BBQ wasn't working. So Garnet had to put the food in the oven. We ate our food and watched part of Walk Hard: The Dewey Cox Story (most hilarious movie ever). Me and Kara went for a walk to her house, then back to Garnet's. We had a pretty good girl talk...thankfully (I really needed it). When we got back to Garnet's, Kara ended up peeling to Matt's.
So me and Garnet continued watching Walk Hard and I had a battle with a mosquito (it was winning for a while, until I killed it with the fly swatter), then Paul called him and asked if we wanted to go on a journey a few hours out of the city. So he picked us up and we headed off.
The journey was long. We listened to the radio, smoked and talked. I had a pretty awesome time until me and Garnet got into a silly little fight (we made up a few hours later). Halfway back home it started to rain and there was thunder & lightening. It was pretty fucking creepy. Especially on a pitch black highway. Anyways, Garnet ended up having a bit of a panic attack before we got home, so I comforted him and told him it was gonna be okay...
We went back to his house and chilled out. We got halfway through watching Insidious when I fell asleep. I ended up having another fucked up dream about being pregnant. I think subconsciously I want to be a mother or something...
I've spent most of today playing Family Feud on Facebook and watching Lord of the Rings. Oh how I love my life. ♥
P.S. I don't think I've ever had this many tags in one post. ^_^
I don't think you want to be a mother literally, I think you're feeling the need for new ideas, you're "pregnant" with possibilities. I blogged about a dream where Tina was pregnant with my baby and it was right after we'd both decided we needed changes in our lives, it was just like yesterday so you can find the post easily on my site.. In any case, pregnancy is usually anticipation or new beginnings in dreams but they're not yet fulfilled hence being still pregnant.. Sometimes it's ideas that haven't come to fruition as yet, or unrequited desires. Is there anythnig you've been thinking about that you haven't ad the courage to fulfil yet? Or something that you've been putting off? It might be something as simple as that..
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