sooner or later

♪♫ Gods Gonna Cut You Down - Johnny Cash

I fucked up. I lost my best friend and I'll never forgive myself. All I can do is look back on the good memories we've had...

The time he came over to my house at 2am just to get a hug. We ended up playing with Polly Pockets and dressing them up like hookers.

The time we lit a grass fire with his underpants and got into a fight with some preppy girl.

The time we smoked a joint, went to my house and I was spinning around in my computer chair.

Plus much more...

Its all I have left. Because I'm an idiot.

I'm hoping one day he'll forgive me for what I've done.

I'm hoping he'll finally see what his girlfriend is really like. Because I can see right through her. Shes fake. She treats him horribly and he goes back for more, every time.

But I can't focus on it. I have to move on.

Even though its painful...

Its time for me to walk away.

And say goodbye. I'll forever miss him. ♥

EDIT //

Excuse the mess of clothes on the floor...

This is what I want to wear to the concert --- tight mini black dress that shows cleavage, black fishnets and black converse.

What do ya think? ;)