♪♫ All Around Me - Flyleaf
I'm unbearably depressed right now. I feel like my whole world is crashing around me. I have to move out of my apartment in less than a week...I'll have no money, no privacy, no internet, nothing at all...my only hope is that my mother will agree to let me live with her again. She said she'd think about it...now I'm just waiting eagerly for a response. I just want a normal life...
Speaking of "normal"...I'm quitting smoking for good and I'm quitting drinking for a little while (except for the concert. I'm gonna get drunk xD). I'm gonna make up some resumes and go on a job search. I really need to get my shit together. I'm sick of partying 24/7. I mean...it was fun while it lasted, but its getting old. I have to pull my pants up and face reality.
I've been thinking about careers lately. I've come up with a few that I'm interested in...
• Astronomer.
• Writer.
• Film directer.
• Bartender.
• Photographer.
My dream career would be; traveling the world and writing novels. But its unlikely I'm going to achieve that goal.
Life would easier if I could just win the lottery. Then I'd buy a cute little cottage in Prince Edward Island, with an amazing view. I'd spend all day writing, listening to classical music and drinking tea. No one would bother me and I'd be at peace.
I wish things were easier...
I'm unbearably depressed right now. I feel like my whole world is crashing around me. I have to move out of my apartment in less than a week...I'll have no money, no privacy, no internet, nothing at all...my only hope is that my mother will agree to let me live with her again. She said she'd think about it...now I'm just waiting eagerly for a response. I just want a normal life...
Speaking of "normal"...I'm quitting smoking for good and I'm quitting drinking for a little while (except for the concert. I'm gonna get drunk xD). I'm gonna make up some resumes and go on a job search. I really need to get my shit together. I'm sick of partying 24/7. I mean...it was fun while it lasted, but its getting old. I have to pull my pants up and face reality.
I've been thinking about careers lately. I've come up with a few that I'm interested in...
• Astronomer.
• Writer.
• Film directer.
• Bartender.
• Photographer.
My dream career would be; traveling the world and writing novels. But its unlikely I'm going to achieve that goal.
Life would easier if I could just win the lottery. Then I'd buy a cute little cottage in Prince Edward Island, with an amazing view. I'd spend all day writing, listening to classical music and drinking tea. No one would bother me and I'd be at peace.
I wish things were easier...
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