Here I am, sitting up in bed, wide awake & its almost 4:00 am. I can't sleep & I have to wake up at 9:30 am. I have a super busy day (doing laundry, grocery shopping, cleaning my apartment) which I'm not looking forward to. I just wanna curl up in bed with a book & a cup of hot chocolate. But I have to wait till Saturday to do that. I guess I shouldn't complain...considering I have two more weeks off of school. Plus I'm getting some extra money in a few days (I have no idea what I'm gonna buy).
So Kat & Caleb are sleeping on the bed that pulls out from the coach right now. They both came over around 9:00 pm to hangout, then they ended up sleeping over. We had a pretty good time, y'know minus the tad bit of fighting that occurred. I always feel really awkward when couples fight around me. So I end up saying random stuff in an attempt to get them talking about something else. Which, by the way, usually fails.
Okay, so this guy that I met on Facebook asked me to hangout tonight, but I cancelled the plans. He seems like a really awesome guy, but I barely know him & honestly, I feel to awkward about the whole thing. I told him "something came up", which isn't a complete lie. Considering I have to get groceries & clean my apartment. But yeah...I kinda feel bad about the whole thing. I wish I wasn't such an awkward person.
In some rather awful news, my mom got back together with my step dad. I hate that guy. I really do. Hes gonna be there tomorrow when I go over to my mom's apartment to do my laundry...& its gonna be super awkward. But I'm gonna act nice, walk in with a smile & pretend nothings wrong. Even though in my head I'm gonna be screaming "bastard!". I just hope he doesn't make me watch soap operas like he did when I lived there.
Well I'm tired & I'm gonna go to bed. I hope tomorrow isn't as horrible as I pictured it in my head. Bye!
I'm sorry you can't sleep, that happens to me all the time.
ReplyDeleteIt sucks that your friends were fighting at your house, it is awkward to witness couples fight.
Don't feel bad about the Facebook thing, you should feel weird about meeting someone your hardly know and have never physically met.
I'm sorry about the whole "step dad" situation.
Aww thanks so much for the card! I love getting little things like that :)
ReplyDeleteSorry for such a delayed response I've been super busy lately!
Ack, I hate when I can't fall asleep and it always seems like the mornings when I have to wake up the earliest are the nights that I can't fall asleep the fastest.
:( I hope everything works out for you and you ended up having a lovely day!
xox
Deidre, happy new year !!
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