i wont be home again

♪♫ Missing - Evanescence

"It cut me like a knife, when you walked out of my life."Yes, thats another picture of me. What do ya think?

I've had writers block for ages now & today I finally figured out why - I haven't done anything with my life lately. By that, I mean - writers use their own experiences when they write, usually fresh ones. But my life has been painfully dull & boring for a while now. I just wish something good would happen, like - getting a decent boyfriend, getting a job or hanging out with my friends more. I'm just sick of sitting at home, trying to write & having no inspiration. Writing used to be my addiction. I couldn't go a day without writing, even if it was just a short poem. But now...well, I pretty much suck...

Thats all I have to say. I'll write a long blog on Saturday, so look forward to it! Byes!