The guy I like, likes me back! He was so helpful at the wake today. He gave me a hug & told me everything was okay. Tomorrow is the funeral & hes gonna be there. I still can't fuckin' believe Nick passed away. Fuck, I miss him so much. At least Tibbs (the guy I like) is gonna be there to help me get through this.
Missy is sleepin' in my room right now. But me? I can't sleep. I'm just staying up all night. Its almost 5:30 am...fuck. I'm gonna be sooo tired today. I'll be even worse after I smoke weed. I was gonna smoke some today, but I decided not to. So I was the only sober person out of all my friends...until Kat & Missy showed up. Which made me feel a bit better...
This weekend, I'm getting shitfaced. I plan on chugging some smirnoff ice coolers & hanging out with a bunch of people. Tibbs is gonna be there...which makes me incredibly happy.
Well fuck...thats it I guess.
Rest in peace Nick...I miss ya bud!
Missy is sleepin' in my room right now. But me? I can't sleep. I'm just staying up all night. Its almost 5:30 am...fuck. I'm gonna be sooo tired today. I'll be even worse after I smoke weed. I was gonna smoke some today, but I decided not to. So I was the only sober person out of all my friends...until Kat & Missy showed up. Which made me feel a bit better...
This weekend, I'm getting shitfaced. I plan on chugging some smirnoff ice coolers & hanging out with a bunch of people. Tibbs is gonna be there...which makes me incredibly happy.
Well fuck...thats it I guess.
Rest in peace Nick...I miss ya bud!
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